i didnt want to think @ all . you think i can control my thoughts ? you think i wanted to be in this way ? mayb you just wont understand . it doesnt matter anymore .

out of th sudden, i was looking @ those pics in th past . memories with everyone, esp th bball team . we've been through so much tgt, but we still ended up in this way . i could still rbm theDUHHS . i find it funny now . we're a close bunch of brothers & sisters . always getting into detention room tgt, lepak tgt after school . though we didnt have any arguements, we drifted apart from one another . everyone have their own bunch of friends now .

just th thought of those, made me feel like laughing . close friends in th past, some are just hi-bye friends now . it's just a pity .

there're just feelings which i cant put them in words .

i dun mean to make you angry, im sorry .