damn pissed off with th speaker right now.
cos it just wouldnt work.
no music.
sians ~

met dear for breakfast at 844 this morning.
i tell you.
th person sort of cheat my money,
or is it tht im just blur in th morning.

i ordered drinks & food.
she told me $4.
i paid $10.
she walked away.
i was thinking tht she wanted to deliver th drinks to other customers first.
so i waited.
she came back, taking out a $2 dollar note & walked away.
i was thinking tht she dun hab change anymore.
so i waited.
& when i left,
i din think abt it until i met rn & hk at side gate thr buy sweet.
FISH ~
but heng,
got coins with me.

headed for DnT & glued my rooftop & do th acrylic stuffs.
had math lessons while th 5 of us talked.
recess went to find Jocelyn they all.
had fun (:
after tht was physics at lab.
was damn frustrated abt th experiment stuffs.
chat with them.
went for chem at lab.
talked alot with peiling (:

after lessons peiling & i went canteen mum mum while th rest went library.
headed back thr & waited for our turn for th oral.
oral was quite alright as we were talking abt sports & bball stuffs (:
after tht headed to find dear.
slept & home-d.

Labels: prelim oral (:

actually dun intend to go school today today as my stomach aint feeling well.
but i just went like usual.
suppose to meet tiff at 6.55,
i called her all those she din answer.
when im going wear shoes she called back.
went down meet her.
in th end,
we both chiong-ed up my house again -.=
cos she forgot to bring PE.
lent her mine.

hurried down to roadside thr & took cab to school xD
reached school & morning assembly blah blahs ~

had MT lessons at th start.
mrs o* walked passed & stood outside our class and watched xD
after tht we went for DnT.
went up DnT studio & learnt th Alias Sketch Pro stuffs.
headed back class for Geog & off-ed for recess (:
with tiff & caizhuangg.
lauff-ed alot at some stuffs.
after tht we had 2periods of Chem which is damn damn damn bored ~
SS-ed & math-ed & lit.
did grp discussion & stuffs.

after school went to find dear.
dunno wad happen.
was breathing damn hard & my face turned real pale.
sighs ~
took quite long to regulate my breathing.
watched teebee & home-d after tht.

Labels: sighs

suppose to meet tiff go study.
she last min said she got tons of things to do -.=

ended up at dear house.
help him pack things,
wash clothes.
he went down 844 buy lunch in th end.
ate, smoke-d & teebee-ed.
home-d at 6.30pm (:

dear's parents coming home from Japan tmr .

Labels: part time maid at dear house xD

this morning waited for mum buy breakfast/lunch for me.
ate already went bathe all those.
suppose to meet dear under his block.
but he din come down.
so i went up.
who knows ?
thr're tons of ppl at his house -.=

after tht we bus-ed down to inter & train-ed down to town.
went walking around & ate at Far East.
he bought ciggy case which made him damn fcuk-ed up.
bought a gun lighter too.
it's kind of fun lurhs (:
continue walk walk blah blah ~
took bus 581 ?
back tamp 100plus.
cos we forgot to alight at safra thr.
dear was sleeping all th way ~
after tht smoke smoke talk talk.
slack under tiff block till 6.45pm like tht & home-d.

went out to 844 buy dinner with dear at 7plus.
smoke-d & slack-ed & home-d (:

just finish watching The Mummy Returns.
it did made my heart skip a beat though i've watched it before.
nevertheless,
it's nice (:

happy 6th month (:

Labels: town with dear

alarm rang at 6.25am when i set it at 6.10am -.=
anyway,
got prepared & met tiffany under my block.
off-ed to school ~

first 2periods was MT.
finish watching 功夫灌篮.
after tht we watched another movie.
my eyes were fixed on th screen but my ears were listening to th mp3 xD

after tht we had lit TA2.
busy scribbling.
finished off before th time.

after tht we went for PE.
played volleyball (:
& left 10mins,
we helped to arrange th chairs for sec 3's meet th parents session.

i seriously feel tht those sec 2 boys are really useless.
they can bloodly DRAG th stack of chair just by ONE person.
& yet,
they used like 3boys ?
to CARRY th stack of chairs to another part of th hall -.=
how dumb can they be siol -.=

anyway,
we had recess & english.
did group work & headed to meet tiff after school.

met lyn at 1st level & headed off to her house with tiff (:
watched teebee,
watch lyn play viwawa.
clemence came up find us & we left at like 2pm ?
bus-ed down to dear house thr & met daniel.
went up dear house.
many ppl were thr.
like,
10 ppl were thr ?
including me & tiff.

went down 844 da bao lunch for dear.
& headed up.
played th HOUSE cards with tiff.
she's really damn childish xD
in th end,
she was like,
asking me & daniel to pick one card & guess wad th card is -.=
she was tht bored ~
smoke-d & slack-ed thr.

left home with tiff at 4pm (:

Labels: childhood games (:

met dear for breakfast & off-ed to school.
had 2periods of geog & got pearline to teach me how to read th maps.
after tht we had SS & did SBQ.
during recess went walking around th school with tiff.
blahs ~
after tht was english.
did summary & stuffs.
headed for math at music room.
chat abt life, cigg & ppl.

after school headed to find dear.
when i stepped into th house,
i saw ppl sleeping on th sofa, on th floor.
really machiam chalet siol.
well,
ate KFC tht dear da bao-ed.
smoke-d & played magic cards.
home-d after tht (:

Labels: (:

finally,
my blogskin is done (:

nothing much today.
went school with tiff & had lessons as per normal.
after sch went dear house.
got ppl playing mj at his house.
sians ~
slack blah blah.
home-d after tht (:

gosh ~
mum just told me something.
my cousin got caught of contraband cigg.
& her teacher reported it to th custom.
& im here thinking.
why th custom ?
well,
she told me tht she cant come out from dunno whr.
sighs.
tht's why ppl.
if you're smoking,
dun smoke contraband cigg...

Labels: sighs

met tiff for school this morning & talked abt stuffs while we were on our way.

during DnT,
i finally soldered finished th yellow & green LEDs (:
both th positive & negative side (:
now only left with red LED le.

during chem,
our class got split into 2 groups.
& we plainly slack in class.
they were pekchek cos of some stuffs.
blahs ~

& when we've having math,
th 6 of us just slept.
till damn song lurhs.
& they were pekchek abt some things as well xD
& peiling slept for th entire day except for DnT xD

after school did DnT for awhile & met tiff & home-d (:

Labels: Joker (:

gosh ~
im watching sailormoon again xD
cos im just too sian already.
this entire day had been doing math.
ok.
i know i dun sound convincing but i really did math xD

anyway,
later going out for dinner with parents & going Old Tampines Rd thr pray.
sians ~
& im hungry for food ):

& dear's on leave from 23rd to 28th (:

Labels: fooooooood

went out with caizhuangg today.
met her at th traffic light thr at like 4pm ?
so we bus-ed down to Tm.
went to walk around.
was pei-ing her find tongue stud for her bf.
walk walk walk.
talk talk talk.
went Cs & walk.
& she bought another tongue stud thr.
after tht,
we went Tm basement & bought my egg tarts (:
while she bought Tako pachi.
went 100plus's void deck mum mum & talk talk.
abt 6plus her bf came to fetch us at mac thr.
they let me off at 840 thr & went to find dear.
watched them play ball all those.
home-d at 7plus (:

got home & helped dad shave hair.
mum called & asked dad go fetch her at 844 thr.
cos she aint feeling well.
she too, got 平血.
got once she got admitted to hospital due to 平血.
& she was having her period at tht time.
so th doc transfer 2 packs of blood to her.
yeah,
so like tht lo.
sighs

Labels: out with cz (:

没有人理解我内心的痛苦.
我真的很想你们.
有你们的日子果然不一样.
你们不会让我受到任何伤害, 任何委屈.
为什么你们要这么早离开我们　？
为什么当我最需要你们的时候，
你们却不在我的身边．
你们的家，
从前是我的避风港．
但现在，
它却什么都不是了．
在那里的，
只有我小时候的童年．
将来不会再是我成长的地方．
我只想再抱抱你们，
只想再和你们一起生活．
我真的很想你们．

有几个人,
是真心对我好？
有几个人，
真的了解我 ?
我最孤独, 最伤心的时候,
谁又在我的身边 ?
你永远也不会在我的身边.

before we're together,
how you treat me ?

after we're together,
how you treat me ?

compare th diff.
i had enuff.

我真的受够这种生活了．
我只希望不要再有这些争吵．
我只希望　．．．．．．．
我很累了．
我想休息，
永远的休息．

Labels: 伤心事．sighs

well,
yesterday after home-d from dear's house,
xt & sy came up my house at 4plus to use toilet xD
& they slacked at my house.
blog-hopped & blahs.
saw one woman who looks like a 人妖 xD
im serious.
it's damn disgusting.
anyway,
bro came home & we talked in my room & watched teebee.
abt 6.15pm headed off with them.
they both went home while i went over Shell meet tiff & lyn.
tiff was 自high-ing on th way to mac -.=
went thr & slacked first while waiting for ahjiang come meet us.
ate at mac.
ahjiang came at 7plus ?
did math.
she taught me all those.
blahs ~
was crapping thr.
& she kept asking us to FOCUS xD
talked for like 15mins to abt 9pm ?
& went 800plus buy dinner for my bro.
lyn headed home.
bought girl's stuffs at Yes & tiff spent hell lot of money on cornflakes xD
headed home after tht (:

Labels: girls' evening out xD

Labels: stupid 大姨妈

met pingping under her block this morning & off-ed to A* for breakfast.
headed to school after tht.

had 2periods of Geog.
was reading Teenage & got confiscated by mr k*
lols.
they all aso dunno he walk towards our table la.
in th end,
xueting sort of quarrel with mr k* xD
after tht mr k* asked me to go out of th class & he talked to me.
lauffed alot xD
after tht we had SS & did essay.
off-ed for recess.
went up & down th stairs with tiff xD
after tht we had 2periods of english & did oral.
talked alot with daniel.
abt doomsday, earth, mars, natural disasters blah blahs ~
lots of fun (:
after tht headed for math.
slept throughout.
home-d after tht.

came red during school today.
my bottom feels so heavy again ~
damn pain & lethargic.
got rather dulan aso.
sians ~

& to you (:
take care of urself.
though medicine aint nice,
it's for ur own good.
eat it to let ur parents feel better.
they wouldnt want to see you suffering.
& of couse,
me too (:

Labels: stupid ' GOOD FRIEND '

met tiff this morning under my block.
off-ed to school (:
had english & did oral with classmate.
math was at music room.

mr s* told us tht he'll be having th last lesson with us tmr.
cos he dunno going whr.
sighs ~
though we dun study all those in his class,
use phone openly,
he din reprimand us.
wad a good teacher.

anyway,
after tht we had lit & continued our presentation.
read a book tht i borrowed from a friend.
is nice (:
abt th world famous cooking school, Le Cordon Bleu.
had recess after tht.
had lots of fun (:
headed back class for chinese & talked with them abt things (:
physics was reading th book.

mr c* told me tht he wanna talk to mr v*.
ask him change me to th front.
i dun wan lurhs ):

after tht headed for th NE quiz.
headed back class & had CME.
talked abt sexual stuffs with th class.
blahs ~
went to find Jocelyn at office thr.
ms c* came to find us at canteen & ate together.
& she talked alot to me.
for like an hour ?
waited for tiff & headed back home (:
i love talking to them.
simply pouring all my sorrows to them.
i love them alot alot (:

Labels: great friends (:

gosh ~
brother's room stinks alot.
durian smell.
shruggs ~

anyway,
today met tiffany at Shell & off-ed to A* for breakfast (:
headed to school & during morning assembly,
we took th verification of cca stuffs.
some people lauffed at me.
cos i mis pronounce th word ' certificate '
i pronounced it as ' cerfiticate '
& i dunno got no idea i got it wrong until they told me.
lols.
after tht we headed for DnT.
started to clean up alot of stuffs.
soldered my things all those till im like so so tired ~
after tht we headed for math at Ihub & off-ed for recess.
blahs ~
had physics at lab.
tiffany came over to find me & we went for lunch.
headed back school for chinese O level LC.
th music they on were like putting us to sleep lurhs.
ended & headed home with tiff (:

evening time met dear go smoke.
bought tidbits for bro & dear.
bought magazine & home-d (:

today as me & tiff was walking towards DnT toilet,
we saw th water cooler thr.
were images of us, th bballars.
& th moment whr we all go towards th DnT toilet to get change for training.
faced th mirror.
were images of us tidying our hair up all those.
& after training,
we went thr to wash up alil.
whr Gerlyn would take out her deodorant & start spraying.
& th classroom nearest to th toilet,
was a class of 2E5 when we were secondary 1.
we would meet outside thr.
if th grp aint thr,
th next place we would go is 840.
whr we'll see them & pass our time thr.
everytime when coach aint here,
we would like ' buang, buang, buang '
hoping tht he will fall off his bike so tht thr will be no training (:
& sometimes during our training,
Mr Ong would be thr.
sometimes playing with coach all those.

bball & bCg chalet.
all those tht had happened.
sad & happy.
so much memories.
night cycling.
meet up, play bball, slack.

yew mun,
yuling,
wanquan,
ruiting,
guo ling,
ruo ting,
bao ling,
mian er,
gillian ' ps, cant mention her chinese name (: '
pei wen,
zhi hui,
mun ee.

all these memories.
seriously,
they're gone.
no more cheerful laughters of bballars.
but they're always in th deep heart of th bballars who share all these memories.

i dun like to see wad im seeing now.
i want everything to return.
i dun wanna see ... with other ppl.
and ... with other ppl.
they used to be like,
a perfect couple.
everyone were so envious of their relationship.
i dun wan ppl to destroy all these.
but i know,
all these cannot be undone.
wads gone is already gone.
i want to congratulate them.
but it aint coming out from my heart.
i said it out.
but i feel tht i dun mean wad i say.
though it's not me,
im just a outsider viewing everything.
i can feel my heart breaking.
seriously,
i pity all these.
i dun bear to see them gone.
& wad im afraid had happen.
thr wont be a chance anymore to see them together.
sighs ~
i dun feel good.

i feel like crying already.
shall not say anymore.
sighs ~

Labels: fond memories of th past bballars

met tiff under my block this morning & off-ed to school (:

had 2periods of mt & watched 三个好人.
after tht during DnT,
drilled holes,
plant in th LEDs,
solder them.
Geog next & off for recess (:
had chem at lab & blahs ~
went up class for SS.
had some commotion in class & off-ed for math.
headed back class for Lit & did presentation.
blahs ~
met pingping at FnN thr & she pei-ed me go look for caizhuangg.
left after tht.
went to meet dear to mum mum & home-d (:

sis passed her driving test (:

Labels: school, sian

if you guys wanna ur hands to have a change of skin,
why not use Cif ?
it's damn effective & blah blah blah.
dun think tht im stupid.
bcos ytd after i use it for like th entire day,
today,
it start to peel like fuck.
so,
if you wanna see those really terrible hands,
see mine.
ok la.
not tht terrible.
but to me,
it's disgusting xD

anyway,
tht debt collector came up my house again.
blah blah ~
mummy confronted with him.
blahs ~
no peace at home...

Labels: fuck th collector

suppose to go out for dinner with caizhuangg cos she msg-ed me telling me tht she's hungry.
but when i called her,
she din answer.
so,
i went over 840 at 6plus & met tiffany & gillian thr.
walked over to 844 for dinner.
ate & talked (:
they both went back 840 while i go over th usual place whr dear & I smoke.
met him thr.
smoke-d.
talked.
met tiffany & home-d at 7.50pm (:

dear's going back camp tmr ):

Labels: dinner (:

suppose to meet tiffany this morning.
but she msg-ed me saying tht she's not feeling well.
so din get to meet her.
went out & headed to rn house downstairs meet her.
waited for huikim at side gate & school-ed.

first 2period was MT.
so we watch 三个好人.
after tht we had lit & talked with th 5 of them (:
abt someone being damn gam siap.
PE was next.
ran 2.4 for one last time.
failed by 2mins.
but mr a* asked me do my shuttle run & incline pull up.
if i can meet his target he'll help me.
did incline pull up first.
damn tired lurhs after all those running.
but started doing it.
he wanna me do 19.
which is impossible for me.
but after wad i do he say alright.
if my shuttle run 11s den he let me pass.
haha (:
just nice 11s (:
so like tht lo.
after tht recess-ed (:
had english & mr v* came back.
blah blahs ~
went 844 find dear.
bought food.
ate, home-d (:

get well soon bunny (:

Labels: get well soon, tiff tiff

met dear this morning & breakfast-ed at 844.
tiffany & pingping met me at 840 & off-ed to school.
some unhappy stuffs happen.
shall not say abt it anymore (:
during geog,
i was busy tidying my desk & throwing stuffs.
during ss,
was copying th timetable on paper & pasted it on my desk.
after tht was recess (:
had english & did summary.
math went to toilet shit xD
shit damn long.
den went back class after like 15mins ?
saw pingping & ran out of class.
talked talked (:
pei-ed her sit at th table thr & sharon tan came.
blah blahs & wanna go back class.
saw jamie ng at 3rd floor & i cant walk th path in order to go back.
so ran to another staircase.
walked to my class & saw him xD
din really scold me lurhs.
but he was speaking to me outside 4e3 xD
after tht had math test.
huikim was like tying my hair -.=
after school headed to find dear.
mum mum-ed & home-d.
saw tiffany & she came my house (:
talked alot.
abt stuffs.
abt 6pm headed to A* thr for dinner & home-d (:

Labels: i love tiffany (:

this morning's weather is like so cold lurhs.
kept pouring & pouring.
was shivering while im in th bathroom.

met bunny under my block & went Econ to buy my sweet (:
daily routine.
went to top up & card & off-ed to school.
rn & peiling aint in school today due to blah blah blah.
first 2periods was english & we did compre & talked (:
math we went down language room & did some work.
din know how to do.
thr's test tmr.
but i doubt im gonna study for it.
headed class for lit & group discussion.
but we were chatting abt some tv stuffs & ppl.
headed for recess with bunny & thr's lots & lots of ppl thr.
mum mum-ed & went up Jocelyn's class.
... gave bunny Hokkaido scallops & bunny gave us eat.
super yumilicious (:
im falling in love with it already.
headed back class for chinese & had LC test.
after tht we were to draw monsters from our imagination.
i simply couldnt draw anything out.
lols.
after tht we had physics at lab & headed to hall for assembly.

school ended & went 844 to da bao for dear with bunny.
mum mum-ed & home-d (:

Labels: pouring and pouring

met dear this morning & went econ buy sweets.
waited for pingping, tiffany & caizhuangg at 840 playground.
in th end, caizhuangg din go school.
cos she sort of sprain her leg again xD
during dnt,
mr loh wasnt here.
so mrs lim helped us with th things to do.
& i bought my furniture thr xD
math was at Ihub.
rn super clever lurhs.
she can think of th workings while writing them.
dunno how to explain.
but she's damn clever (:
recess-ed with rn & bought food for tiffany & gillian.
went Jocelyn's class look for them.
after tht headed back class for Physics.
played with th 'controller' xD
after tht was chem.
blah blahs ~
after school headed to 844 da bao for dear & I.
went up his house mum mum & home-d (:

happy 17th burfdae to larlene (:

Labels: school

went Tm with dear at 4pm like tht.
helped mum deposit th check & headed to Toys R'S.
bought th things i need for my dnt & left.
went 1st floor th Hokkaido fair look look.
dear bought curry bun thr.
wanna buy th sponge cake but alot of ppl.
went basement bought curry puffs for my parents & th both of us.
bought egg tarts.
1 of th 3 is mine.
bought Tori-Q bento & bought Tako pachi.
gosh ~
im eating alot alot of food.
home-d after tht (:

Labels: foood (:

Labels: photos (:

went to meet caizhuangg at shell thr at 4plus.
she wanted to cut hair so pei-ed her to 915.
alot ppl thr so we head off first.
went to 800plus slack & talked.
she told me ghost stories & all.
good chat thr (:
den off-ed to buy bubble tea & talked again.
6plus headed back to 915.
waited for her to cut hair & home-d (:

my leg muscles are killing me.
it's like aching & damn pain lurhs.
think due to lack of exercise xD

Labels: (:

PC's down for a week.
so 1 wk never post already.
will continue now...

saturday went to get th Cold Storage voucher with huiqi.
bus-ed down to whitesands waited for Pingping.
pei-ed huiqi wait for her friend & went off with Pingping.
went to develop th pics & walked around for awhile.
bus-ed down to Pasir Ris Park to Kristie's chalet (:
reached thr kristie, larlene, waiyin & huixian were thr already.
ate some food thr.
thought of like slacking thr but in th end,
helped them start th fire & ended up bbq-ing alil.
cried alot thr due to some stuffs.
thanks to yeong & ping being by my side (:
& thanks to those who comforted me & asked me to cheer up (:
slacked thr.
went off at 10 plus with huiqi & Pingping with Pingping's dad driving us back to mac.
bought ice cream at mac & home-d (:

monday skipped school ~

tuesday was late for school.
breakfast-ed at mac with Pingping & wanli.
went off to slack all those.
at like 10plus we headed to Tm.
walked around.
ate Teppanyaki with them (:
continued to walk,
& home-d.
it was vanessa han's burfdae (:

wednesday dunno wad to say.
only rbm-ed tht it's Yeong's burfdae (:

thursday blah blahs ~
forgot lots of things.

school today.
PE was fun (:
played rugby.
i rbm-ed when im in sec 2,
i kind of love rugby alot due to some reasons.
only th close peeps in th past noe th reason (:
though today's PE was fun,
i've got scratches & dunno wads tht thing on my arm.
lols.
but damn fun lurhs (:

tht's this anonymous who is pestering my family now.
so people,
dun call my house phone or so.
anything just contact me via my phone (:

post up some pics sooon (:

& huiqi's coming over my house tmr (:
monday no school (:

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