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Thursday & Friday went down AMK with Huiping .
i feel peaceful there .
i can just let my guard down there .
i dun need to care bout anything .
i feel so safe down there .
but dad doesnt like me to go down .
sighs .
i miss zai zai .

Saturday went for Ahcong's chalet .
something happened on th 1st night .
dun wanna talk bout it anymore .
everyone were so upset bout it .
it's my first time seeing him like this .
sis got injured bcos of his acts .
sighs .

went to nua @ th pool with Ahmei, Xinyi & Gladys .
had a good chat there .
went back chalet @ bout 4am .
mj-ed with weijie, ahbee, 17 yr old (idk his name)
till morning bout 7am .
Ahcong treated us for breakfast @ mac ((:

met Nanaa @ mac .
swimming with my cousins & her, nuaa .
sent her off @ bout 9pm .
headed back chalet .
went to sleep @ 3am as Huiqi & i got nothing to do .

got up th next morning .
ahku drove me, Huiqi, Amos & gf, ahkim, ah cong & his friends to Tampines .
breakfast-ed @ Ang Keong with them .
walked home after tht .
slept from 12 noon to 7pm tht night .

something cropped up @ night .
told my sis bout wht happened .
now, im not contacting him anymore .
& i truly hope tht he'll just leave me alone .
my family knew bout wht happened .
not as detailed as wht i told my sis .
but they know how he treated me .
is good to feel tht your family cares .

this late afternoon took cab with sis down to East Coast .
went Waraku to eat .
ate till our stomach wanna explode le .
bus-ed back to Tampines .
went to walk around & walked home with sis after tht .

this coming fri gotta go hospital le .
sighs .

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met Nanaa @ school opposite after her class today .
cabbed down to Chai Chee Kampong CC .
sang from bout 3 to 7pm :D

after tht walked to Bedok interchange .
took bus 168 back to safra there .
Nanaa went home while i went to find Jianwei & his friends .
saw Lena there ^^

nua @ 929 & headed to 940 there .
smoked & chill there .
headed back my house @ bout 9pm.
met Huiqi @ my block & home-d after tht ((:

雪中月, damn nice :D

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im afraid of going to th surgery .
5% out of 100% of ppl will get this cancer .
why am i so suay to get this ?
you guys must be thinking .
it's bcos i smoke .
no, it got nothing to do with smoking .
it'll leave a scar near my collar bone .
i understand how she feels now .
it's like something is taken away from us .
our bodies are lacking of something .
unlike other ppl,
we dun have every part of us .
th fear is rising .
i dun wanna go for th surgery .

S, imy .
i hope tht you'll be there for me .
but i know .
th percentage is even lower than 0.01%

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27 Sept: Wild Wild Wet with cousins & Nanaa .
02 Oct: Surgery .

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went out to find bf ytd .
nua @ his place & bout 4plus,
headed home to get stuffs & met Nanaa .
bus-ed to CS to get her beef noodles & walked for awhile .
bus-ed down to Expo after tht .

went to find Sock .
damn long nvr see her le ^^
had dinner @ Subway & nua awhile more .
she headed back to work while we cab to Tamp Mall.

went arcade & had fun there .
practically laughing and laughing xDD
after tht, go nuaa @ Central Park & walked home with her @ 9 (:

later going out with Nanaa . shopping :D

sis says she's getting th wallet for me .
think she's giving me as a gift .
but i dun like th feeling of it.
it felt as though everyone is sympathizing for my condition .
sighs .

but anyway, i still got 13 days to enjoy myself .
jio me out (:

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