tears streaming down my cheeks.
& i cant do anthing about it.
'i had enough'.
how many times did i say tht ?
knowing tht tht isnt a thing to tolerate,
i still bear with it.
why cant i just have a heart attack when im sleeping ?
den i can escape away from all these.
why is everything arranged in this way ?
th moment of making a decision affects my future.
& i made a wrong decision.
i hate being treated like a dog.
i cant voice out wht im feeling inside.
i dun hang out with friends anymore.
my life revolves around work & him.
i feel like a kid being around an abusive dad.
'you go ITE, i got say anything mehs ? i just let you study. '
isnt tht wht a dad tells his child ?
i thought close sis could understand me, th situation im in.
but then,
it turns out to be ugly.
mayb,
im really th one at fault,
at everything.
i lacked of th guts to jump.
it's hurting now.
faster, pump harder and faster.
& take me away.
Labels: guts is all i need.
BAOBAO @ 5:38 PM
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