gosh ~
brother's room stinks alot.
durian smell.
shruggs ~

anyway,
today met tiffany at Shell & off-ed to A* for breakfast (:
headed to school & during morning assembly,
we took th verification of cca stuffs.
some people lauffed at me.
cos i mis pronounce th word ' certificate '
i pronounced it as ' cerfiticate '
& i dunno got no idea i got it wrong until they told me.
lols.
after tht we headed for DnT.
started to clean up alot of stuffs.
soldered my things all those till im like so so tired ~
after tht we headed for math at Ihub & off-ed for recess.
blahs ~
had physics at lab.
tiffany came over to find me & we went for lunch.
headed back school for chinese O level LC.
th music they on were like putting us to sleep lurhs.
ended & headed home with tiff (:

evening time met dear go smoke.
bought tidbits for bro & dear.
bought magazine & home-d (:

today as me & tiff was walking towards DnT toilet,
we saw th water cooler thr.
were images of us, th bballars.
& th moment whr we all go towards th DnT toilet to get change for training.
faced th mirror.
were images of us tidying our hair up all those.
& after training,
we went thr to wash up alil.
whr Gerlyn would take out her deodorant & start spraying.
& th classroom nearest to th toilet,
was a class of 2E5 when we were secondary 1.
we would meet outside thr.
if th grp aint thr,
th next place we would go is 840.
whr we'll see them & pass our time thr.
everytime when coach aint here,
we would like ' buang, buang, buang '
hoping tht he will fall off his bike so tht thr will be no training (:
& sometimes during our training,
Mr Ong would be thr.
sometimes playing with coach all those.

bball & bCg chalet.
all those tht had happened.
sad & happy.
so much memories.
night cycling.
meet up, play bball, slack.

yew mun,
yuling,
wanquan,
ruiting,
guo ling,
ruo ting,
bao ling,
mian er,
gillian ' ps, cant mention her chinese name (: '
pei wen,
zhi hui,
mun ee.

all these memories.
seriously,
they're gone.
no more cheerful laughters of bballars.
but they're always in th deep heart of th bballars who share all these memories.

i dun like to see wad im seeing now.
i want everything to return.
i dun wanna see ... with other ppl.
and ... with other ppl.
they used to be like,
a perfect couple.
everyone were so envious of their relationship.
i dun wan ppl to destroy all these.
but i know,
all these cannot be undone.
wads gone is already gone.
i want to congratulate them.
but it aint coming out from my heart.
i said it out.
but i feel tht i dun mean wad i say.
though it's not me,
im just a outsider viewing everything.
i can feel my heart breaking.
seriously,
i pity all these.
i dun bear to see them gone.
& wad im afraid had happen.
thr wont be a chance anymore to see them together.
sighs ~
i dun feel good.

i feel like crying already.
shall not say anymore.
sighs ~

Labels: fond memories of th past bballars