brothers & sisters (:
hanbao, my beloved baby (:
my family
bo-chappers
tiffany mummy/laopo
pingping bitch
they'll be those who i cant let go.
i had enuff this type of life.
cant you just leave me alone ?
i miss him.
it cant blame me completely.
why do i wan to miss him ?
it's been abt 2years already.
how i wish i could completely forget him.
but i just cant.
wad else can i do ?
i din contact him.
din see him all those.
i thought tht this 2years can make me forget him.
i thought tht de feeling had faded.
yes it faded.
alittle.
who knows how i am feeling ?
who knows ?
just pure agony.
im suffering on the inside.
1day if i cannot take it,
i really dunno wad i would do.
i will let everything/everyone go.
i will leave this cruel world.
& join my grandparents.
i miss them.
i miss the days when im with them.
none of this had happened before.
never happen in my family, or my friends.
i pray,
tht this type of things will never happen to them.
i dun wan to see them suffer.
i dun wan to see them cry.
i wan them to be happy.
i wan them to be loved.
& not to be like me.
a total failure.
in studies, in life.
kept telling them.
dun be like me.
study hard, dun pontang.
only some listened.
the rest ?
hack care.
dun follow up my footsteps.
open ur eyes when you're choosing a bf/gf.
they will treat you as though you feel tht you're living in heaven.
being pampered, spoilt.
but trust me.
good things dun last.
try it, & you'll understand.
takecare peeps, or whoever reading this.
i may be gone one day.
i wont continue with this type of life.
if everything's ok,
i guess i'll be alright very soon.
if it doesnt,
just wanna tel you guys tht i love you.
family:
i have never regretted being in this family.
though parents are naggy & siblings only care abt their stuffs,
i still had alil love and concern.
how you guys dote me when im young.
though im the youngest,
im de most rebellious.
creating troubles for you.
i dun mean it.
im sorry.
bcg:
my beloved ones.
i knew you guys when im in secondary one.
i knew the old birds like larlene, gerlyn & viven.
& the boys.
i still rbm once.
when im sad over some stuffs,
brothers & sisters were around me.
sisters = diana, kristie, jocelyn, wanquan.
brothers = joel neo, junquan, jeremytan.
tht particular night when im with you guys.
i cried.
in front of all of you.
brothers lend me their shoulder.
sisters cheer me up.
brothers let me bite & hit.
sisters let me vent off all my anger.
we're all on separate paths.
i miss those days,
when im with you guys.
days which are happy & full of laughter.
are all gone now.
people go,
memories stay...
tiffany mummy & laopo:
sweetie, thanks for being my side everytime.
cheering me up.
lend me a shoulder whenever i cry.
this thing made me realised tht i really love you alot alot mum.
& pei-ing me to skip school,
to sengkang for mahjong.
pei-ing me do whatever i want to do.
you're really a very good friend.
he dunno how to appreciate you.
nevermind.
cos you'll find a better guy.
though he's good,
you can find someone who's even BETTER than him.
mummy,
our friendship is already at the 5/6 year time.
this friendship will continue.
out of all of them,
only you pei-ed me throughout.
i love you laopo.
pingping bitch:
chiam swee ping.
ppl always ask you go sweep floor.
why dint you uhs ?
later ppl dock ur pay den you noe.
why dunwan tel ... tht you like him ?
why ... ask you for stead dunwan accept ?
though you said tht he's ugly xD
nevermind.
only money counts xD
bitch,
you're always by my side.
always kpkb-ing.
abt people, stuffs.
used to it already.
rbm,
you dun hab a stead now.
if have,
open ur eyes.
BIG BIG.
& WIDE WIDE !
dun end up like me k bitch.
不笨不叫萍萍
hanbao:
my beloved baby.
bought you when im secondary 2.
you're 2years old already.
on the 2nd of may.
baby,
i miss you alot.
guess how you arrive at ur name ?
it's me & him combining our chinese name together.
do you still rbm me ?
are you still alive ?
ever since end of 2006,
i dint see you at all.
are you alright ?
i do miss you alot alot.
still rbm ham ham ?
when you & hamham were sniffing at each other's butt,
made the four of us lauff-ed.
now tht the 4 of us are separated.
i din get to see you anymore.
i love you alot baby.
i miss you alot.
i hope tht i could see you.
but i know tht tht's totally impossible.
baby, mummy miss you.
BAOBAO :D
Huiqi
Eda
Pingping
Shurong
brothers & sisters (:
hanbao, my beloved baby (:
my family
bo-chappers
tiffany mummy/laopo
pingping bitch