mum aint in Singapore.
she left for Malaysia this morning.
& due to her absence,
im made to cook dinner just now.
& oil splattered onto my hand ):

I feel tht we're drifting apart.
& you think so too.
how I wish I could just end this,
but the consequences im going to face is very big.
can somebody teach me how,
to break off from the life of threatening & sadness from him.
& tht those thoughts & attempts to commit suicide,
are always reappearing in my mind.
how I wish,
I have the courage to jump down.
but,
wad i will leave,
will be misery & troubles.
wad else can I do ?
wad else should I do ?
hais ~

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