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2010-08-27T11:50:00.001+08:00

Friday, 20 Aug 10

kbox @ Cineleisure with my beloved girls + Jacky .

sing , sang sung ~

ended @ 5.30pm & off-ed to lepak .

Sock & Meishan went off to meet their boyfs .

walkwalk with th rest .

all headed off @ 8pm .

train-ed to Novena to surprise my baby but it didnt work .

so forget it .

went home tgt with him .

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday .

met baby from like morning till night as mama went Genting .

but was sick during these few days .

damn sian .

later going meet huiqi to study ^^

2010-08-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

Tuesday , 17 Aug 10

met up with baby @ 844 for lunch :D

lepak & went Blue Sea & went his place .

took bus to Ion .

walk walk around and met up with baby's friend .

continue to walk walk walk .

had discussion :D

bout 8pm , baby & i took train to Raffles & waited for Jeffrey to bring us .

baby went for profiling while Jeffrey pei-ed me talk .

he's done @ bout 12am .

lepak awhile & Jeffrey's colleague sent us home .

home-d @ 1am :D

2010-08-15T02:30:00.000+08:00

met up with Nanaa @ 11pm @ Shell .
both of us finally met after so long le xD
bought things over to block 914 to lepak .
baby surprised me by popping out over there when he told me he going zzz le :D

lepak , talk talk , had lots of fun there .
Jack came down to find us after that .
talk talk , nua nua .
& home-d @ bout 2am :D

2010-08-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

met baby @ Tamp interchange after his work today . felt so paiseh cos he waited for me for like one hour ? but bleah , i dun care even when he kept harping on how late i am etc :D wanted to watch Salt @ Tamp Mall . but i guess it's a public holiday today so everywhere we go , there's crowd !

ended up taking bus to Ehub . bought tickets for 5.10pm movie and we headed to some place to drink something . went in for th movie . this is th third time we aint late for movies :D what an achievement :D after th movie , headed back Tamp 826 . had zi char for dinner @ home-d @ 9pm :D

it's our 8th month anniversary . hehehe :D

2010-08-06T00:09:00.000+08:00

Tuesday , 03 Aug 2010
skipped school , went mac for breakfast myself . after that , went baby's house to meet him . Zzz ~ went Tamp Mall for lunch @ Ajisen . watched Street Dance over there . after that , pei-ed baby to G2000 to buy his shirts and pants and headed to 800plus . he went to cut hair and we had aston for dinner . home-d @ 8pm ^^

Friday , 06 Aug 2010
met Huiping & Jocelyn and reached school @ 9.52am . went Library to print project things out and school ended @ 10.30am -.- freaking waste my time ! after school , went Lot 1 for breakfast/lunch with Huiping , Meishan , Jocelyn . Eda & Ice came over to meet me . cab-ed to Jurong East Swimming Complex to meet up with Huiqi & Huiping .

from 1.30 swim till 2.30 . Huiping hungry already . went Kfc for bites and headed outside to smoke and take pictures . by that time , our hair and clothes were almost dried xD headed back to swim and play around . damn funny being with these people , enjoyed myself with them ^^ after that , went to bathe & cab-ed down to Bugis @ 6pm .

ate @ Tian Tian Huo Guo , th food is still alright but th environment sucks to th max . lil cockroaches around , wanted to eat rice , Eda told me that there's cockroach in th rice . WTH ?! didnt eat much . baby came to meet us after that . lepak awhile & train-ed back Tamp with baby and home-d @ 11pm .

im glad that he came down to meet me today , but something felt different . idk if there's something b/w us changing or maybe im too sensitive . i feel uneasy . sighs

2010-08-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

idk what to do now . im tired , of crying , of everything . i dun feel like going anywhere anymore , i just wanna stay at home myself . two days without you , how much longer can i tahan without seeing you ? i wake up early in the morning , go home in the evening . you wake up in the morning , go home in the night . im busy with projects , you're busy with work . we hardly have time to sit down and talk , to have a good talk over th phone . you cant go with me , im upset , im disappointed . i know you dun want things to turn out to be like this . but still , im disappointed . you got home , text me that you're home . i replied with a k , and you tell me you go sleep already . who can i turn to now ? i hate crying in class , crying each and everytime like a kid . im tired now , what can i do ? idk what to do . stress is piling on me now . and you're not by my side . i feel like collapsing . life without you , sucks .

2010-08-01T01:12:00.001+08:00

me and socky ^^
seee mu bun bun face .
Precious Socky :D

me love her lots !

Saffie :D

Joy :D

Huiping , Saffie , Meishan , Bao , Jacky

welcome to our booth :D

Group members ^^

Bao , Huiping , Jocelyn , Saffie , Sock , Nadya , Mira :D

Thursday after school , went SGH for medical appointment . I can finally stop eating medicine :D and im doing ultrasound scan instead ^^ after th appointment , train-ed to Plaza Sing to meet baby :D bought stuffs for project and headed back Tamp . went Tamp Mall to get more things & home-d @ 8.30pm . so tired lo .

Friday , 30 July 2010

chiong-ed to school in th morning . last min set up of our booth and th event started . guess everything's quite alright ba :D after th event which ended @ 3pm , i took a train to City Hall to meet up with my babyboy :D went back Tamp together . headed home , slept for like half an hour , get up and prepared to meet baby @ KFC for dinner :D after dinner , he sent me to bus stop where i take bus 22 to tua .

reached there @ 8pm . helped out . bout 11.30pm , everything ended . was damn tired as i didnt get enough rest for quite some days le . after that , ahyi drove us to Geylang . lepak there awhile , had prawn mee for supper :D cab to Eda's house with Eda , Ian & Ice . reach her place @ 1am plus , bathed , lepak , talk . & they ordered mac delivery . Lol ^^ bout 3.30am everyone headed to bed :D

Saturday , 31 July 2010

woke up by mama's call @ 12noon . lepak in th living room , waited for them to wake up . smoke , bathed & headed to Peninsula . met Ian & his friend there . walk walk , shop shop . walked to Bugis . had Sakae for breakfast & lunch . Ice treated me , thanks ^^ after that , went to walk till bout 7.45pm . baby came to meet me @ Bugis . took train home tgt while Eda & Ice went tua ^^

2010-07-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

class @ 10am yesterday . met up with Socky @ CCK and off-ed to school . left @ 12.30pm , got pissed off with LPK . took a train down to Novena to see baby work . pei-ed him for lunch and la liang @ shop . bout 4pm took train to Bugis to meet up with Huiqi . pei-ed her go buy things & headed back home after that .

today morning went mac for breakfast with baby @ bout 7am . took a bus to his place . Zzz & cab to Plaza Sing bout 11.45am . watched Ong Bak 3 . i preferred Ong Bak 1 though . i love th way he fights , just like different god , their moves . so nice ^^ after th movie , train-ed to SGH for blood test . pain pain ): ROARS ! after that , train-ed back Douby Ghaut for lunch @ Hot Tomato Express . yum yums ^^ train-ed back Tampines to look @ watches . saw one from Esprit . nice nice ^^ but after considering , maybe not buying le . going get phonee first . hahaa xD walked to 844 after that . lepak awhile and bought food for sis . baby sent me back home after that ^^

2010-07-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

skipped school on Friday again . went baby's house . slept till afternoon . went Seoul Garden for lunch ^^ after that , went to watch Toy Story 3 . so touching lo , cried most @ th end of th movie xD walk walk around th malls & went 840 with baby . lepak till 8pm and home-d !

today work @ expo . met baby on bus :D took train tgt . he went marina bay while i went expo ): work was cui today , maybe bcos im not feeling well . left @ bout 6pm . went T1's Cold Storage to get panadol . home-d after that . vomitted , th feeling sucks ! mama cooking porridge for me now . think eat le jiu go zzz le .

2010-07-14T22:30:00.002+08:00

met up with baby this morning for breakfast @ 844 . headed to his place . helped him dyed hair twice , th color's obvious :D waited for him to get prepared & took bus to Suntec . went Kushinbo for lunch . yummy yummy ^^ went to walk walk and took a bus to Ehub . watched Eclipse . abit boring as there're more words than actions . kept explaining to baby what th movie's about . movie ended @ 6plus . went back Tampines for dinner . home-d @ 9pm !

spent a nice , long day with baby today !

2010-07-11T22:17:00.001+08:00

@ Duxton Pinnacle (?)

th building that is 50 storeys high .

with Jocelyn , Meishan & Jacky :D

Friday after school , train-ed to AMK with Sock , Jocelyn , Huiping , Saffie , Jacky & David . had lunch @ Aston . Huiqi came to meet us . went off with Huiqi to do my hair . soft rebonding and treatment . couldnt do th thing which will change my hair color to red as school wont allow it . although th place is damn ulu and lok cock , th results turned out to be good ^^ and it's cheap :D after that baby came to meet us . went AMK Hub to take bus back Tampines . alight @ 801 there for dinner . had vegetarian foood . nice :D and that day was our 7th month anniversary ^^ so far , it has been my longest r/s excluding dog :D

i love you baby :D

yesterday was th day , i finally can sleep till i song . but well , i guess im too used to waking up early for work and school . thus , i wake up bout every 2hours . spent my time doing house chores and online . late afternoon headed to 800plus to get my skirt altered and cab down to Eda's place . lepak till late night where baby came to fetch me . cab home @ 12am after that ^^

today went Egg's house to meet baby . Egg & his wife made lunch for us . nice nice ^^

went Tampines Central to lepak after that . saw one charm bracelet and baby bought for me . heheheh :D saw something i like , but didnt get to try it . maybe another day ba . hmmm . went back Egg house @ 8plus after getting my skirt . had dinner over there and baby sent me home bout 9.45pm ^^

2010-07-08T20:48:00.003+08:00

today's th second time he got really angry with me .
i failed as a girlf .
tantrums are all i have .
i dun hope for much .
if he wants to leave , he can leave .
im not going to stop him .
maybe im meant to be single after that dog .

2010-07-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

Jocelyn saw my tongue in green .

searching for our class during our first day @ CCK

i love this .

Jocelyn & me . baobei extra

shuyong !

using lappy in rooom .

me , Saffie & Jocelyn

havent been updating for quite long . my holidays are spent working , working and working . totally no time to enjoy myself . but well , 29th & 30th June's th chalet of my class @ Aloha Loyang .

afternoon met baby for lunch @ 844 . pei-ed him to train station and took to Pasir Ris while he went to work . from Pasir Ris Mrt Station walked to Ehub to buy tickets for Ip Man The Legend Is Born @ 0005 . walked to chalet . lepak over there with my beloveds . bout 11.40pm Saffie drove me to Ehub .

waited for baby over there . gave him a surprise cos i didnt tell him we're going for movie ^^ watched already and went back to chalet . baby stayed overnight there with me ^^ @ 5am plus , me , baby , sock & jocelyn ordered mac . th lady who spoke to me damn funny . ' Aloha Loyang where ? Aloha Loyang Changi ? ' damn hilarious .

breakfast came while baby & i were playing soccer on PS2 . called th girls down for breakfast . in th end , baby's breakfast deluxe dun have th scrambled egg . ' da guo qu gan xD ' okay , it's nonsense with them . saw a huge lizard , but they didnt see it at all . Jocelyn still said ' Iguana ? ' WTH ?! damn funny !

after breakfast , suppose to zzz already . but baby kept me awake with his funny stunts xD doze off @ 7plus or 8am in th morning . woke up @ bout 2pm . bathed and waited for rain to clear . went Ehub to eat with baby @ Just Acia . walk walk around with Sock & Jocelyn after that . headed back chalet . nua , and in th end fell asleep . till bout 10pm and took cab home with baby .

2010-06-26T00:11:00.002+08:00

idk what's wrong with me .
giving him attitude , ended up , he didnt send me home .
' dunno , see my mood lo . '
that's th last sentence he told me with regards to something .
i watched him walk away .
i feel like crying , i feel like slapping myself .
for behaving like a spoilt brat .
i love him , alot .
but idk how to express my feelings .
i need his hugs and kisses each day .
listening to his voice over th phone .
talking to him before i sleep .
guess tonight ,
there wont be any calls or texts .
after one tough day of work ,
finally get to spend some time with him ,
and i ruined it all .
thanks to myself .
i saw him being angry with me for once ,
for once he shown me his temper , his attitude .
im afraid , th last thing i want is him to flare up .
but im always doing stupid things each time .
go bang th wall bitch .
maybe i should .

2010-06-20T00:41:00.001+08:00

my beloved babyboy :D

work with baby on friday @ Adidas Warehouse .

from morning till evening time .

went Pastamania for dinner after that .

home-d @ 8plus :D

today went Swensens for lunch with baby .

had my favourite baked mussels :D

after lunch went to buy black tee for work .

after that took train to Plaza Sing .

walk about , and headed to work @ 6.45pm .

i like to make th rice ball :D

but it's tough luh ):

baby waited for me to end work @ 10.15pm .

took train to Macpherson and took a bus back my place there .

lepak awhile & home-d @ 12am :D

tmr meeting baby for lunch and both of us heading to work .

same company but different branch .

i working @ Plaza Sing , he working @ Square 2 .

so sad ):

but nvm , we're meeting each other when we end work :D

gonna work till school reopens .

only 29 & 30 not working .

going chalet :D

money money come to me :D

2010-06-16T04:16:00.000+08:00

been quite long since i last update . hehe

watch Karate Kid @ Marina Square with baby .
quite a nice movie and it's worth th money .
2hours plus movie cost only 7.50 each . ^^
after th movie ,
went to walk around & had dinner @ Hotpot Culture .
damn full xD

went MPH to search for books till i wanna vomit le .
headed back Tamp .
walked to liang liang place & baby sent me home after that .

i love him, alot .
he's a good guy , i know .
jiu shi bcos he's that good , i dun think i deserve him .
he's my longest boyf , not counting that dog .
i find it a miracle that we can last for half a year .
idk what he sees in me .
our 3 year promise, im afraid im going to break it afterall .
letting go would be sad , and a torturous time for me .
bcos he made me feel pampered and loved which no one had given me before .
but , i think he deserve a better girl ,
and not be stuck with me .
i'll choose to let go , if that were his intentions as well .

2010-05-13T21:52:00.003+08:00

met up with my beloved theDUHHS ~ xDD

met Pingping @ her place & off-ed to lepak first .
headed to 899 meet Reeve & Jinhui .
khai came after that & we had dinner @ Kfc .

went back 899 to lepak .
hell lot of crap ! xD
di siao-ing each other & all .
just simply love this bunch of people to th max .

been 1234567 years since we met up .
spending my time with this bunch of people when im 15 ?
spent our time in recovery room , lepak after school .
smoke tgt , kpkb tgt , get into trouble tgt .
though we aint as close as before ,
im still glad that everyone made an effort to come tgt to meet again .

he's going in in 6 days .
gonna miss th times we had tgt & everyone's waiting for his release .
so that we can go lepak tgt again :D

2010-05-08T21:46:00.002+08:00

Jocelyn (:
simply love foooood ^^

Jocelyn, David, Meishan, Sock, Saffie, Bao & Huiping :D

Jocelyn, David, Meishan, Sock, Saffie, Bao, Binghui :D

playing Dog & Bone ^^

damn long nvr update le . above are th photos we took during our trip to Sentosa with th Year Twos .

these few weeks have been busy . with school , with projects , with my beloved baby ^^ th previous weekend had been working as well . damn tiring ~

tmr going tua . have to reach by 9am Zzzz . meeting baby for breakfast first @ 7.30am ^^ had been eating vegetarian for th past few days . th food's damn nice :D

thursday meeting up with Pingping , Khai , Reeve & probably Jin Hui :D miss these bunch of people to th max !

2010-04-23T14:15:00.002+08:00

yum yums :D
ladies :D

Ice Mango & Strawberry cooler .

nice nice ^^

waiting for train @ Raffles .

these few pics were taken when we went Jack's place to celebrate Sock & Huiping's bdae in advance .

im home-d already . i dun feel good . my mood sucks . im tired . idk wht to say . just feel upset . i just wanna cry .

2010-04-18T03:42:00.000+08:00

met up with BB @ his place . played poker xD bout 5.30pm went to take bus to Tamp Mrt . met up with Vivien, Huijia, Miaoxian . train-ed to Airport meet up with Jocelyn, Wanquan, Jean & Amanda .

had dinner @ Teppanyaki by Sakae . walked around . had fun :D got back Tamp @ bout 10pm . walk walk around & took bus to meet my beloved BB :D pei-ed him for dinner/supper @ 824 .

headed to 840 & played Fishing via poker cards xD Huiqi came over to meet us . after tht headed to prata shop accompany her eat . after tht, she headed home while BB & i went 842D to continue with our Fishing xD initially lose $52 laa ! luckily now only $3.60 xD

played till 3.15am & BB sent me home :D

Happy Birthday to Jocelyn Lim :D ( 17 April )

Happy Birthday to Socky ! ( 18 April )
my gossip partner :D
lovely precious ^^

2010-04-12T16:12:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 11 April 2010 .
went Tamp Mall with BB to get my shoes . walked around & took bus to AMK meet up with Sock . pei-ed her for ice cream waffles . we went there for to pei her . Sock, show some appreciation hors ! xD after tht BB & i went home @ 9pm .

Monday, 12 April 2010 .
met David @ coffeeshop & off-ed to school . love being in school . so much laughters all day :D lunch @ IMM's mac . back to school for class @ home-d @ 2.30pm :D

2010-04-11T01:45:00.003+08:00

beloveds :D
foood food food ~
Huiping, Meishan, me (:

met BB & went Tamp Mall . settled his phone bill & went Bakerzin for cheezecake ^^ headed for movie @ 5.10pm . watched Date Night . nice movie, damn funny xD after th movie, we went F.I.S.H for dinner . after dinner, we walked to 840 . along th way, BB kept making me laugh over ' Thomsan ' xD lepak @ 840 . played dai dee . lose 10 bucks ? LOL ! till bout 11.30pm & BB sent me home :D

2010-04-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 06 April 2010
met my beloved BB on bus & off-ed to interchange . helped mama do stuffs & went to meet Huiqi & Eda . went to buy tickets for Clash of Titans & headed to Starbucks to lepak . took bus to 801 for vegetarian foood :D lepak down there & back to Tamp Mall . headed in for th movie @ 7.10pm . th movie's nice :D

after th movie, we walked to 840 there lepak . bout 10pm, Huiqi & Eda headed home while i went BB's place . took psp from him & took a bus home after tht :D

Wednesday, 07 April 2010
took train to Boon Lay to meet up with Meishan, Huiping, Binghui & David to celebrate Meishan's bdae :D buffet @ Zhou's Kitchen . not used to chinese buffet . I prefer Kushinbo :D after tht, went to walk around . took a train to Bugis with Meishan, Huiping & David . walk walk around & David left . went to buy things & home-d @ 9pm :D

tmr going SGH . hopefully i can meet BB after tht :D

2010-04-06T10:56:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 03 April 2010
went AMK with BB . went there for lunch & for a hair cut . wasted our time until 7pm & took bus to tua . busy on tht day . after tua, went for supper with Eda & Ian . went to their place @ 12am . stayed over there . Christelle's very noisy, cos she dun wanna sleep . slept @ 2.30am .

Sunday, 04 April 2010
woke up @ 6.30am & headed to prepare . woke Eda up while i went down buy things . her gan daddy came to drive us to Telok Blangah there for sintua's stuffs . took care of his son, Fabion . bout 8pm took cab with Eda & Ian . dropped them off @ their place & went 840 . lepak with BB till bout 9.30pm & home-d !

Monday, 05 April 2010
accompanied BB to Tampines 1 . he bought his bball shoes & we went 844 . accompanied him to a doctor & lepak-ed @ 842 . till bout 5.30pm & home-d .

went to meet BB again @ 840 . played psp while they were playing bball . lights off @ 10pm . listened to them talking nonsense . damn funny ^^ went 842 with BB . played dai dee ^^ home-d @ 11pm .

going meet BB, Huiqi & Eda later .

2010-04-01T21:40:00.001+08:00

met BB on bus .
took train to Outram Park .
went SGH for my blood test .

headed back Tamp & to BB's house .
watched tv, lepak till 8pm .
went KFC meet Jack .
watched them have their dinner .
met Nanaa @ MCP there .

bought stuffs & Nanaa came up my place .
she just headed home not long ago .

tmr gotta wake up @ 4am plus .
going sao mu .
sat going tua .
mayb staying overnight @ Yishun .
heeees :D

2010-03-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, 30 Mar 2010

Nanaa came up my place for lunch .

met BB & Jack @ my house downstairs .

took cab to Katong Teo Heng .

Eda came to meet us after tht .

sang from bout 2pm to 7pm .

Eda went tua after tht .
had laska for dinner :D

after tht, cab-ed to Nanaa's place .

waited for her & went to Jack's place .

played mj with Nanaa, Jack & Clemence .

while BB was disturbing us .

finished playing @ bout 11pm .

walked to mac with Nanaa, BB & Jack .

ate there & Nanaa left .

Jack & i pei BB wait for bus & home-d after tht .

home-d @ 12.15am :D

2010-03-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

met BB & Jack @ 826 .
had dinner there & walked to 840 .
learnt magic from them :D
watched them play bball till 10pm .
walked home with BB & Jack after tht .

FUCK YOU BITCH ! FUCK YOU BITCH ! FUCK YOU BITCH !
CCBKNNB !
I cant freaking stand it anymore .
Come & lick my lovely ass please .

2010-03-29T04:29:00.003+08:00

waiting on th boat .
th person who brought us to Pulau Ubin :D
BB :D
Nana (:
SMLJ ?!

on board of Titanic xD

BB trying to murder me ):

hehehe :D

if you see clearly, i dun have my slipper on my leg in this pic .

it almost fell into th sea when i jumped xD

fishes :D

thanks to th brochure so tht i can hide my laughs xD

idk wht BB's doing

he looked freaking funny xD

nanaaaaa :D

BB :D

i love this photo !!

ji sweet yi xia :D

we climbed up this tower to see th scenery

bua-ing insect repellent xD

on bus to Changi V.

BB looked so funny ! xD

Saturday, 27 Mar 2010

met up with BB & Nanaa @ 11.30am .

took bus to Changi V .

had lunch there & took a boat to Pulau Ubin :D

cycled, played around .

one conclusion, lots of mosquito bites !!!!

but th scenery is damn damn damn nice :D

bout 5plus we took a boat back & home-d @ 6pm .

bathed & prepared .

met Jack @ bus stop & took th same bus as BB .

went Tamp Mall to buy tickets for How To Train Your Dragon @ 9.30pm .

went T1's BBQ Chicken to have our dinner .

yum yums :D

went arcade to play awhile & went in for th movie .

though it looked lame,

it's pretty nice actually :D

i love th movie :D

after th movie,

walked to Jack's house downstairs lepak .

till bout 12.30am & walked home with BB :D

sun burnt ):

knees aching ):
but overall,

i had fun :D

Look here, she's not even upset about you breaking up with her . What I dun understand is tht you can actually act really well . On one hand, you told her tht you still love her alot, you wanna patch with her . On th other hand, you said tht you love him th most . Stop telling people tht it's her who's jio-ing you for patch, when it's totally TH OTHER WAY ROUND !

I had never seen someone who's totally a two headed snake . I cant stand looking at you . You have great talent for acting & telling lies . It's a pity you're still living in your own world, which you think you can fool anyone . It's just a matter of time, where your lies will be unfold . People will start leaving you . I pity you, you dun have true friends around you I guess . & I dun think your boyf is as great as mine .

BABY, LOOK HERE ! YOU'RE TH BEST ! UNLIKE TH OTHER PARTY :D

& please get your facts right, she aint single bcos of you . okay, maybe she is, BCOS YOU MADE HER FEEL DISGUSTED ! *pukes* bcos of you, she had to freaking pay th fucking bill . How shameless are you . but nvm, at least she know wht kind of person you are . she wont be fooled by you anymore . stop being so thick skin & stop making use of her .

If you come across my blog, read this post .

If you feel guilty, no doubt .

I'm talking about you .

2010-03-27T03:05:00.000+08:00

three years had passed . I just want you back as a friend . Is it tht difficult ? I dun understand why . It used to be me, unable to accept th fact tht you're gone from my life . Always hoping tht one day, you'll come back to me . I stopped clinging on to tht hope . Because I've found someone I really love, whom I really want to settle down with . I told them, ' I guess I've finally put him down, to let him go . ' But why ? It seems like you're th one who cant let go . It may be me who is thinking too much . But, I just dun understand why . I no longer want to be th one whom you used to love, used to pamper . All I want is to be your friend . If things between us didnt go haywire, if we had never go beyond th line . I believe, we would still be friends now . Not as close, but at least a friend whom you'll acknowledge .

2010-03-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

lepak-ing @ 840 .
going Ehub ^^

Nihon Mura ^^

met BB in th afternoon @ 840 .

walked to Nihon Mura for lunch :D

after tht, we took a bus to Ehub .

wasted our time @ arcade .

went to watch Confucius .

not bad laa sia th movie .

though it's abit chim .

LOL !

after tht,

took a bus back Tamp & went 840 .

lepak with Egg as well .

pei BB go meet Jack & headed home after tht .

i love you alot BB .

thanks for th jacket .

i really like it alot though somehow th surprise failed xD

2010-03-24T19:09:00.005+08:00

Jurong East Swimming Complex :D
babyboy ((:
ruimei :D
huiping :D

Huiqi :D

Eda :D

BB :D

@ JP :D

cousins & sister :D

Tuesday, 23 Mar 10

met BB & Mario on th same bus .

took train to Paya Lebar meet Eda & off-ed to Lakeside :D

waited for Huiqi, Huiping & Ruimei .

& we walked to Jurong East Swimming Complex after tht .

had fun there with th rest .

BB's specs dropped in th lazy pool .

luckily someone found it & returned to BB :D

played till bout 4pm & went to wash up .

ate alil @ KFC & bus-ed to Jurong Point .

walk walk down there & went LJS .

lepak there & took train back with BB, Mario & Eda after tht .

home-d @ 11pm :D

2010-03-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

morning met BB for breakfast @ 844 .
home-d @ 1pm .
mop floor all those & lepak @ home .

bout 5pm bus-ed to interchange met Eda :D
went to walk walk & bought things for BB :D
after tht, met Huiqi & Huiping @ interchange .
walked to 840 after tht .

went food court for dinner with family .
met Eda & Huiqi & walked back 840 .
went to find Khai @ playground lepak :D
went back bball court & lepak with th rest .
till bout 10plus & walked home after tht .

hopefully tmr dun rain :D
looking forward to tmr :D

2010-03-21T12:38:00.002+08:00

Friday, 19 Mar 10
met BB & pei him for lunch @ 802 .
he sent me to Nanaa's place .
lepak-ed awhile & took bus to interchange .
met BB there & went to watch Kidnapper .

after th movie,
went to walk around .
bus-ed down to 201 @ bout 9pm .
met Eda, Ian & 2 girls .

had dinner there & walked to 209 .
lepak lepak & went to Bedok 609 .
met one guy, Jierui (?) over there .
took bus to Eda's place after tht .

reached her place @ 0000 like tht .
played mj with Eda, Baobei & Jierui till bout 7.45 in th morning .
their dad took over Baobei till bout 8.30am .
after tht,
went market for breakfast with BB, Eda & Jierui .
headed back her house .

played Ah Chup & Eda went to slp after tht .
we continued playing Thai Banluck .
fun is fun .
but win lose very fast xD

till bout 12plus we left .
went BB's ahma house after tht .
went for lunch & home-d @ bout 4pm .
KO th moment i off th comp @ bout 4.30pm .
& slept till this morning 11am xD

thanks alot BB .
for waiting for me without grumbling th whole night @ Eda's house .
he was watching tv while waiting for us to end th mj game .
i really love you alot BB (:
thanks for all you've done for me ^^

2010-03-19T01:57:00.003+08:00

have been working for th IT show from 11th to 14th Mar .

on th 13th, BB came to fetch me from work :D

bus-ed to 824 met Nanaa .

had supper over there & over @ mac again .

home-d @ 1am ^^

these few days nua @ home except for today & yesterday .

met BB this afternoon @ my house downstairs .

took bus 22 to Eda's place there .

Mario came down with umbrellas for us @ bus stop .

he headed up first while we went to eat .

went up Eda's place .

took over Eda's place for mj .

played with Baobei, their ahma & Mario .

lepak till bout 6.30pm & left .

took bus 8 back to 824 for dinner .

headed to BB's house .

waited for him to change & walked to 840 .

watched them play bball & home-d @ 10pm ^^

2010-03-10T23:23:00.002+08:00

had a fucking pek chek night today .
knn .
firstly, dad called & kpkb .
saying wht why i havent reach home .
WTF ?!
i just went out @ 4plus & he called me @ 8plus .

i didnt even fucking mention tht i went 800plus to eat .
mayb i did, but tht was afew days ago when i went out with EDA !!!
i told mum, im going amk for beehoon crab tonight .
he insisted tht i said i went 800plus .
FUCKING HELL !!!
CCB LAAA !!!

i reached home, helped him do his stuffs .
he kept niam-ing & niam-ing .
i didnt spend all of my angbao okay .
i returned money to th others, i go out all those he think dun need $$ is it .
now his mindset is getting more & more like my mum .
saying wht he die early better, blah blah .

i dun wanna fucking care about them anymore .
faster turn 21 pls .
i dun wanna stay here anymore .
i wanna move out .
i dun wanna see them, i dun wanna hear them niam .
to them, whatever i do is wrong .
bro & sis are correct .

i go out, 10plus will call me .
asking me where am i, why i havent go home, better go home right now .
WTF !
im going to be fucking 18 sooon .
havent totally gain my freedom, but @ least i should have some right .
i nvr always go out till damn late .
sometimes i stayed @ home th entire day .
once, i stayed @ home for 1 week .
they freaking kp me .
say wht nvr go out, gonna decompose @ home already .

WTH is wrong with them ?
i stay @ home got wrong, i go out also got wrong .
WTF they wanna me to do ?!?!
FUCK LAAA ! FUCKING PEK CHEK

2010-03-09T17:58:00.001+08:00

BB :D
criss cross fries ^^
i dun like th drumlets ):

waiting for foooooood ~

Monday, 08 Mar 10

met Eda @ night @ 842D .

went 840 .

watched ppl play bball .

lepak lepak .

home-d @ 10pm ^^

Tuesday, 09 Mar 10

SVE paper this morning .

i dunno how to do though i managed do finish it @ 9.30am .

went BB's camp there meet him .

bus-ed to Tamp Mall .

had lunch @ Pizza Hut :D

after tht went his place .

Zzzzz ~

left his house @ 3plus & went 840 to lepak till bout 4.30pm & home-d (:

BB, im sorry .

though it's our 3rd month today but i cant pei you much .

im sorry tht i cant be there 24/7 for you .

but i promise, i'll always be there when you really need me .

to listen to you or nonsense around with .

thank you baby,

for pampering me, understanding me, being there whenever i need you .

thank you for making me feel like im really being loved, im being cherished .

for having a feeling which i have nvr had in th past .

i love you baby ^^

2010-03-06T19:21:00.004+08:00

BB ((:

ytd night met Nanaa, Huiqi & Eda @ my house downstairs .

walked to 800plus as Nanaa wanna buy things .

met BB there as well .

went 824 for their dinner .

walked to 840 after tht .

in th end, lepak @ 844 .

Nanaa went off first while we went 842D to lepak .

bout 11pm Huiqi & Eda left le .

BB & i went Nanaa's place .

talk talk, lepak lepak .

BB went off @ bout 12am .

i vomited @ Nanaa's place =x

BB came back @ bout 2am with Johnnie Walker, tidbits & drinks .

BB mix mine with green tea .

i drank only 3/4 of th cup & i went crazy le =x

calmed down after awhile & drank finish .

was alright after tht .

BB went home @ bout 3.30am .

slept with Nanaa in th living room .

woke up @ bout 7am .

washed up & went mac to meet BB :D

morning air's so cooling ^^

had breakfast which i cant finish .

BB went back camp while i went home .

reached home @ 8.15am .

knocked out till 4pm .

damn tired !!!!

2010-03-05T18:58:00.000+08:00

crazy womans :D
Uncle David

Dawid wid

sweetheart :D

she need to use all her might xD

attempting to pull xD

Sock, Bao, Jack ^^

Jack's comparing with me regarding th size of our legs -.-

Meishan, Sock, Huiping

Socky :D

school today .

met Huiping, David & Binghui @ bus stop there .

bus-ed to school .

during SW,

we were all lepak-ing in th Gym .

i didnt know there's a gym there -.-

played & fooled around .

took train with Huiping .

da bao mac for BB & went his place .

bout 3plus we bus-ed to Tamp Mall .

watched Being Human .

home-d after tht .

meeting BB, Eda, Huiqi & mayb Nanaa later .

2010-03-04T23:46:00.001+08:00

beloved cousin ^^
sister ^^
Bao, Eda, Huiqi

love these sweeties ^^

beloved ones :D

my kuku bird hair xD

i like i like :D

BB damn act cute ~

lunch @ Cafe Cartel ^^

waiting for him to finish his foood xD

today school started @ 10am & ended @ 12noon ^^

met BB outside my school .

bus-ed to IMM .

went Cafe Cartel for lunch :D

i love th cookies & cream milk shake ^^

after tht took a shuttle bus to Jurong East mrt station .

bounced train & took back Tamp .

slept throughout .

home-d @ 4.30pm .

lepak @ home till bout 6.30pm .

went downstairs to meet Eda .

lepak @ 842B .

saw Gillian & waited for Huiqi to come .

walked to 840 .

lepak down there .

BB came down .

played bball with BB, Eda, Huiqi, Mario & etc .

till bout 9pm .

continue to lepak till 10.15pm like tht & home-d with th girls after tht ^^

2010-03-03T23:04:00.003+08:00

i like this pic ^^
KHAI :D
Huiping says it's just like a jiatoh kind of thing xD

lunch was @ Swensens today .
damn full .
& i love th baked mussels alot .
BB bake for me !!!!!
had class till 4pm .

train-ed back Tamp .
met Khai @ his house there .
went Central Park .
his friend came .
lepak lepak & home-d @ 6.30pm .

did project stuffs with Sock via msn .

damn pek chek & confused .

luckily i took a break & went to meet Eda @ my house downstairs @ 9pm .

walked to 840 meet my beloved BB :D

lepak @ bball court & watch them play .

lights off @ 10 & bball-ed with Gillian & co.

seriously speaking lo,

i cant play when there aint any lights cos i cant see @ all xD

lepak till 10.30pm & home-d ^^

BB & Eda cab-ed back Aljunied ((:

2010-03-02T23:41:00.003+08:00

Dad drove me to school this morning .
sumo with usual peeps for lunch .
laughed till i wanna die le .
after class waited @ Clementi platform with Huiping .
stupid Jacky have to shit -.-

after tht, train-ed back Tamp .
met BB @ T1 there .
went to see stuffs .

walked to 842 there lepak awhile .
headed to 829 for Aston after tht :D
lepak @ some block with BB before heading back home @ 8pm (:

i tried to not think bout th past . your past i mean . but, it just made me curious . how you treated them in th past, wht happened b/w you and them . wht led to th breakup . up till now,things b/w us are nice & smooth . but it just seem too good to be true . idk wht's wrong with me . i hate thinking bout unnecessary stuffs . i hate it when all these thoughts come flashing into my mind . fuck fuck fuck . im sorry . it seems like i broke my promise once again .

2010-02-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 2pm today .
cooked maggie & went to bathe .
took bus 27 to Compass Point .
met Eda there .

cab-ed down to Jalan Kayu there de temple .
met Godpa there .
bai tai sui .
lepak awhile & took tua's uncle's lorry .
went Tamp awhile & off-ed to tua .

lepak @ coffeeshop .
talk, drink, smoke, eat .
till bout 8pm went up tua .
bai bai awhile & left .
Huiqi sent me to bus stop .
took bus 22 & home-d @ 9pm .

i miss BB alot ):

2010-02-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 27 Feb 2010
met Nanaa @ my house downstairs @ 1pm .
bus-ed to 824 there for lunch .
cab-ed down to Downtown East after tht .
she went to make things for her boyf .

walked to Kbox after tht .
sang from 2plus till 7.30pm .
walked to White Sands after tht .
had dinner over there & went to take bus 3 .

take till stadium there & walked to Mario's place .
went to take stuffs from him & left .
met Pingping @ 839 lepak ^^
BB came to find us after tht :D

sent Pingping back home & walked to Prata Shop .
had supper there & went mac there to lepak .
BB sent me back home & home-d @ 2.30am ((:

Happy 18th Birthday to DKYL in advance :D

2010-02-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

it may look unappetizing . but it's th thought tht counts (:
BB tried to make it like Ramily Burger xD
fat fat BB ^^

today morning BB called me .
went to bathe & got prepared .
met him @ 844 for breakfast (:
went his place after tht .
slept till noon .

BB woke up & made lunch .
was beside him, ka jiao-ing him xD
after lunch, lepak awhile & home-d @ 3.30pm .

got home, lepak till bout 5pm .
went to prepare .
took th same bus @ BB .

went Tamp Mall for movie, 72 tenants of prosperity (?)
quite funny though ^^
after th movie, went Ajisen for dinner .
BB walked me home while he went back camp .
home-ed @ bout 10pm (:

2010-02-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

foooooood ~
BB going shopping ^^

after class, train-ed back to Tamp .
met BB @ T1 there .
went to walk walk .
asked for th phone i wanted .
pei BB for lunch @ Carl's Junior .

went Cold Storage to shop for groceries .
BB cooking for me tmr ^^
home-d after tht .

bathed, had dinner & went to meet BB, Huiqi & Eda @ 844 .
went 840 after tht .
played bball with th rest .
damn song after perspiring .
but there is this guy who made us damn pek chek .

played till bout 9.30pm .
lepak till lights off .
everyone home-d after tht except for BB who headed back camp .

meeting BB tmr in th morning ^^
mayb meeting Huiqi for movie after tht .
meeting Nanaa on Sat .
like finally xD

BB, idk wht i should do if you're gone .

i love you alot (:

2010-02-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, 24 Feb 2010
i didnt attend school today .
met BB @ 844 in th morning for breakfast & went his place .
slept, did mask, lepak .
afternoon went 824 for lunch .
walked to 840 to lepak & home-d after tht ((:

suppose to play bball @ night but it was cancelled .
so sad luh ):
so ended up headed to ang keong for dinner with parents & sis .
walked home with sis after tht .
had great talks along th way .

Thursday, 25 Feb 2010
currently in B6/303's classroom blogging now .
very long nvr use this room le .
made me think of th past whereby we used to be so close .
Sock, Clara, Jacky, Saffie & Hadyy .
sighs, all of these have changed already .

anyway, had lunch @ Sumo with Sock, Meishan, Huiping & Binghui .
very long nvr go there eat as well le .
class ending in one hour's time .
gonna meet up with BB @ Tamp Mall .
wanna go Starhub to ask stuffs & walk around to buy things .
cant wait to see BB ((:

2010-02-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

today went school for SVE mock exam .
didnt know how to do .
stoning when im finishing th paper .
too tired to continue .

after tht,
chiong back Tamp by train .
met Nanaa @ mrt station .
headed to Tamp Mall .
bcos i wanna see my BB chu shi :D

had lunch @ Ajisen .
went to walk walk with her .
till bout 3pm we had tea break @ Bakerin (?)
Huiqi came down to find us .
took bus 22 to Eda's place .
lepak lepak, gambled ((:

bout 7.30pm cab back 800plus .
Nanaa went home while we went 824 for dinner .
went 840 in th end .
played bball with Eda & some other guys .
had tons of fun .
damn long nvr play bball le xD
i just love th sound of chop xD

after tht, BB came down to find us ((:
played bball tgt .
till lights off & walked home with them after tht .
home-d @ 10.30pm .

i miss BB already ):

2010-02-21T16:45:00.002+08:00

huiqi ((:
on th way to Eda's place .

Saturday, 20 Feb 2010
met Huiqi @ City Hall in th morning .
went for product briefing .
had Subway for lunch .
headed back my place .

did house chores, bathed & prepared .
cab-ed to her place .
had dinner there .
cab down tua with Huiqi & Huiping .
lepak there till 10pm .
walked to Eda's place with Huiqi .

lepak lepak eat eat .
Huiqi left .
waited for BB to come .
lepak there till bout 12am .
took bus 65 home with BB .
home-d @ 1am ((:

Happy 18th Birthday to Eda :D

2010-02-20T00:34:00.002+08:00

yum yum (:
idk wht he's pointing .
hungry man .

Wednesday, 17 Feb 10
mj @ Shihui's house with Vivien & Huijia .
home-d @ 11.30pm (:

Friday, 19 Feb 10
morning met BB @ 844 .
had breakfast & went his place .
both of us knocked out & slept till bout 11am .
BB continue sleeping while i cab to school .
had HRA mock exam .

everything ended @ 2plus .
cab-ed to mrt station met BB .
train-ed down to Jurong Point .
had lunch @ Fish & Co .
train-ed back Tamp after tht .

hurried to bathe & prepare .
met BB @ 840 .
he walked me to Vivien's place .
went up & th rest were there .
ate dinner & lepak awhile .
left @ 8.30pm .

board th same bus as BB & off-ed to Tamp Mall for movie .
watched Hua Tian Xi Shi .
laughed till peng .

walked to lepak with BB after tht .
home-d @ 11.30pm ((:

2010-02-16T01:13:00.000+08:00

Sunday, 14 Feb 2010
went Ahpek's house @ Sengkang .
watched tv there, lepak .
late afternoon headed to ahma's place @ Admiralty .

went downstairs took photos with Huiqi, Huiping & Ruimei ((:
walked to Sun Plaza after tht to fetch Huiping's bf .
headed back ahma house gamble .
lepak till 7plus & home-d .

bro sent me to Bedok Central .
took cab from there to Circuit Road .
met BB @ roadside there & headed up his ahma house .
lepak there till bout 10plus .

cab to Geylang Lor 27 .
headed up his aunt place .
played ah chap .
home-d @ 12am .

Monday, 15 Feb 10
headed to Old Tampines Road there to pray .
left after awhile .
went Guanyin Shan .
lepak down there till bout 2pm .
headed home .

da ku, li ku & sa ku's family came up my place .
helped mama cook .
bout 6pm headed out to meet BB .
went up Egg's place .
lepak down there .

went Jack's place after tht .
lepak awhile & headed to find Eda & Ziqing @ 840 .
went 842 play cards with BB, Eda, Ziqing, Mario .
changed place to 842D .
continued to play there .
BB headed back camp first .
continue to play with them .

after awhile Eda went off as well .
continue awhile more & i headed home @ 12am (:

meeting Eda tmr i guess .
my legs are aching !!!!

2010-02-12T22:13:00.004+08:00

yum yum :D

BB cooking ((:

Thursday, 11 Feb 2010
BB came to fetch me @ Clementi .
took bus to IMM .
bought my stuffs & acc BB for lunch .
walk walk & back @ Tamp @ 7pm .

went Courts to find BB's friends .
took a bus back home .
got changed & met BB @ 844 .
da bao & off to Central Park .
last min swop place to 840 .

lepak down there while they were bballing .
BB sent me home @ 10pm ((:

Friday, 12 Feb 2010
didnt attend school .
met BB @ 844 in th morning for breakfast .
headed back his place after tht .
slept & lepak till afternoon .
BB cooked spaghetti for me :D

after tht bus-ed down AMK .
went to Hair Illusion .
color, treatment, cut .
BB waited for me for bout 3hrs .
sorry BB .

went S11 for dinner .
walked around & took bus 22 .
he alighted @ somewhere to go back camp .
and i bus-ed home alone .
home-d @ 9pm (:

2010-02-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

credits to Naz & her mum :D

wht BB bought for me (:
BB (:

left school early today .
lepak-ed @ block with Sock, Jocelyn, Dollie .
train-ed back Tamp met BB .
lepak-ed @ 100plus .
gave him th cupcakes & passed him my tamaguchi .

th cupcakes not only look nice,
but it taste great as well :D
credits to Naz & her mum ((:

after tht went to walk walk @ central .
bus-ed to 800plus .
lepak around .
had zi char @ 827 with BB & Jack .

after tht went 840 there lepak .
till bout 8plus & home-d ((:

2010-02-07T02:03:00.000+08:00

just feeling alil discomfort after wht i saw today . should i doubt tht much ? should i think tht much ? i know tht in a r/s, trust is important . mayb it's me being oversensitive . i questioned myself, is it really going to last long ? th thought of losing him, idk wht will happen to me . but if th time really comes, i just had to let it go . there're times i really wanted to believe, he really does love me & me alone . he didnt hong any girls outside . but mayb bcos of those past r/s, it just made me miserable . i didnt love someone tht much, not even S .
mayb i shouldnt put in so much . mayb i should slowly let go . idk my heart any longer . it's aching in me . i feel like crying . im mentally exhausted already .

i didnt want to think @ all . you think i can control my thoughts ? you think i wanted to be in this way ? mayb you just wont understand . it doesnt matter anymore .

out of th sudden, i was looking @ those pics in th past . memories with everyone, esp th bball team . we've been through so much tgt, but we still ended up in this way . i could still rbm theDUHHS . i find it funny now . we're a close bunch of brothers & sisters . always getting into detention room tgt, lepak tgt after school . though we didnt have any arguements, we drifted apart from one another . everyone have their own bunch of friends now .

just th thought of those, made me feel like laughing . close friends in th past, some are just hi-bye friends now . it's just a pity .

there're just feelings which i cant put them in words .

i dun mean to make you angry, im sorry .

2010-02-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

Friday, 05 Feb 2010
met Nanaa @ 8am as i couldnt wake up @ 6am .
walked to mac for breakfast .
headed to 839 lepak .
read newspapers & talked .
Nanaa went off while i went to meet BB .
slept @ his place .

supposed to wake up @ 2pm but didnt bcos BB & i were damn tired .
so headed home @ 3pm .
bathed & got prepared .
met Nanaa @ her block .
took bus to T1 for late lunch .

train-ed down to Bugis .
walk walk @ Bugis Street & went Iluma .
bought a dress there .
lepak-ed & train-ed to Orchard .

met Huiqi & Huiping there .
walked to Far East .
jalan jalan & bought a heels .
headed to Lucky Plaza for mac after tht .
th 2 girls headed to take train while me & Nanaa cab home as we were very tired .

alighted @ her place there .
caught up with Vivien & Wanquan for awhile .
headed off first & homed @ bout 12am .

Saturday, 06 Feb 2010
went BB's place in th afternoon .
watched videos & headed to central .
walk walk, bought clothes, etc .
had dinner @ Teppanyaki .

headed to 903 lepak with BB .
& home-d @ 10.30pm ((:

2010-02-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

been quite busy for these few days .

since ytd, my house is damn messy .

just painted my room .

i only know im quite tired now .

just now after school met BB @ interchange .

walked to 800plus lepak till bout 6plus .

headed home to change .

met BB @ my house downstairs & went 824 for dinner .

lepak @ ' rong shu xia ' .

went 824's bubble tea shop wait for Jack .

lepak awhile with them & home-d after tht .

waking up @ 6am later .

meeting Nanaa @ 7am .

2010-02-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 31 Jan 2010
supposed to go watch a muay thai fight with BB .
but didnt due to some reasons .
lepak @ his place while waiting for him .
went to Egg's place .

lepak, nuaa till wanna zzz liaos .
bout evening time went Tamp Mall with Egg's family & BB .
walk walk & headed back Egg's place.
had dinner & left @ 9pm (:

Monday, 01 Feb 2010
super pek chek during lunch time bcos of tht bitch again .
basically using facebook th entire time .
after class,
met BB @ Clementi platform .
headed back Tamp .

went 400plus to order my contact lens .
was waiting for bus 293 until i realised tht th bus stop dun have 293 xD
walked to another bus stop .
alighted @ interchange & waited for Jack .

bus-ed to 800plus where they had their dinner @ 827 .
lepak, bought food @ pasar malam & walked home with them ((:

2010-01-31T00:24:00.001+08:00

Thursday, 28 Jan 2010

class till 1.30pm .

went to TPY there with class for project .

headed to an old folks home .

had activities, chatted alot with one of th granny .

till bout 5pm, we took a bus to TPY hub .

had dinner with Sock, Meishan, Huiping, David .

all of them headed off first, left me & Sock .

we headed to walk about while waiting for her friend .

till bout 7.30pm took bus back Tamp .

met Nanaa & headed to 800plus to buy stuffs .

home-d @ 9pm .

Friday, 29 Jan 2010

didnt attend school .

went to fetch BB from his camp nearby .

back to his place .

both of us totally knock out .

slept from 11plus to bout 3pm .

he cooked noodles for me as lunch .

continue to lepak @ his place .

till bout 5pm he sent me home .

got home, bathed & went to meet BB @ my house nearby .

headed up Nanaa's house .

BB suppose to have dinner with us as well .

but due to some stuffs he left in advance .

both of us ate le & lepak till 9plus .

headed to 800plus nuaa .

bout 11plus headed to meet Gillian pass her things .

Nanaa headed to meet JJ while i walked home .

got home @ 0015 .

Saturday, 30 Jan 2010

met BB @ 11plus .

lepak @ his place till 12plus & took bus to inter .

had lunch there .

met William & took a bus back 827 .

met Pingping & Jiamin there .

BB went off while we cab down tua .

helped out alil,

lepak with Pingping & Jiamin @ coffeeshop .

till bout 6plus went yew keng .

helped out, took care of Joey .

headed back tua @ 8plus .

left @ 9plus .

took cab back 800plus with Pingping, Jiamin & William .

William headed off while we waited for BB .

had dinner + supper @ prata shop .

till bout 11plus walked home with BB & Jiamin .

damn tired .

anyway, some pubor smoke & throw th cigg on th floor .

i wasnt wearing slippers @ tua there & i stepped on it !!!

like fuck, damn pain .

now got blister liao .

damn shit .

&&, after going back tua,

i forgot to wear my slippers which i left it on th lorry .

so byebye to my slippers .

ended up, from 800plus's prata shop,

i walked home bare footed .

how cool can tht be ?

later going watch muay thai competition with BB i guess (:

2010-01-27T23:56:00.004+08:00

some stuffs happened .

it's just my fault .

im just too sensitive .

idk wht to say .

i just feel very upset now .

& i realised tht i still know how to cry afterall .

all of a sudden,

.....................

idk how to explain th feeling in me .

i feel tht im getting bad in expressing myself .

out of sudden,

i feel alil tired .

crying it out doesnt make me feel better .

in fact,

it made me felt worse .

2010-01-27T22:22:00.002+08:00

school today .
during lunch break with market with them for lunch .
met Nanaa & JJ @ City Vibe .
took bus to my school .
blah blah ~

lepak in class till 4pm .
headed to Clementi Mrt Station met BB :D
had dinner @ Sumo .
lepak-ed & took a train back Tamp .
walked home with BB after tht ((:

bout 8pm went out to meet BB again .
suppose to go pasar malam but dammit .
pasar malam havent open yet .
so pei-ed BB go 824 eat again .

walked to Central Park after tht .
watched them play bball .
pretty nice sia .
made me think of playing bball again .
but i doubt im going to play anymore .

lepak till 9plus & BB sent me home after tht :D

2010-01-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

pay's coming in .
but more $$ seems to be going out .
i've calculated .
$450, to pay ppl & stuffs .
guess i'll be left with $50 .
must try to refrain myself from spending .
i realised tht i havent get something for myself for a very long time .
sighs .

idk wht's wrong with my parents .
th moment i reach home,
my mum has something to niam about me .
my dad would ask me do this & tht .
i understand tht given my bro's situation now,
he cant do anything .
wht bout sis ?
she's @ home watching tv .
instead of asking her to do,
why must you ask me ?

weekends are th days whereby i can go out & hang out .
but every weekend,
i have to do freaking house chores before i go out .
wht bout sis ?
wht bout mum ?
it just seems like im th maid .
they can go out anytime they like .
wht bout me ?
it aint bloody fair to me @ all .
fuck ~

i feel slightly insecured .
i saw pics of them tgt .
it's all in th past but he kept them .
i know, it's th past memories .
but put yourself in my shoes,
& you'll understand my feeling .
i tried to stop thinking bout all those stuffs,
but i cant .
mayb im just being sensitive .

2010-01-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

Sunday, 24 Jan 2010
met BB @ my house downstairs .
headed to Jonathan's place .
lepak awhile & went Tamp Mall with BB, Jonathan & his wife .

bought stuffs, walk walk .
cab-ed back Jonathan's place .
nua awhile more & Jonathan's parents came back .
went TPY for dinner @ Sizzler .
damn full after tht .

went Courts with them .
walk walk & back to Jonathan's place .
BB sent me home after tht @ 10pm (:

Monday, 25 Jan 2010
school today .
nothing much .
case study & role play for SVE .
didnt prepare th role play script @ all .
free flow sia .

didnt attend HRA .
train-ed back with Huiping .
met BB @ 827 & off-ed to Jonathan's place .
lepak all th way till bout 6.15pm .
played Wii, watched videos .
home-d after tht .

reached home bathed & had dinner .
went up Nanaa's place pass her watch .
lepak awhile & off-ed to 844 .
met BB & Jonathan there .
went Central Park .

they were bballing while i down there la liang .
saw many familiar faces down there .
lepak till 9plus & walked Jonathan home .
nua with BB awhile & he sent me home after tht .

2010-01-23T23:35:00.007+08:00

David, Haziq, Ms Lee, Bao, Saffie, Jasmine :D
Jocelyn (:
Bao, Saffie, Sock :D
hehehe ^^

Bao, Saffie, Sock (:

Jocelyn, Baobao, Jasmine .

class pic :D

met BB @ his place in th afternoon .

waited for him to get prepared .

walked to 840 meet Jonathan & his wife .

cab-ed down to Bugis .

had lunch @ mac & walked around .

met Jonathan's parents & continued to walk .

bout 8plus we went Geylang Lor 19 .

ate frog leg porriage .

yum yums ^^

damn full after tht .

Jonathan's parents drove us to 800plus .

went th field behind Prime Mart there .

they qing an with dua ya & li ya .

walked to BB's place after tht with BB .

waited for him & he sent me home (:

home-d @ 11.30pm (:

tmr going out with them again (:

2010-01-22T22:45:00.006+08:00

i love this photo to th max :D
David, Meishan, Jacky, Huiping, Baobao, Jasmine, Binghui, Saffie ((:
Baobao likes this (:

Meishan :D

Precious Socky xD

Saffie :D

Bao & Meishan & Saffie (:

Baobao, Dawid wid, Bingbing, Meisaaan, Huiping, Sappie :D

Baobao, Binghui, Meishan, Huiping :D

yum yums ^^

foooooood :D

okay, im hungry after looking =x

sweeeetheart ~

hadyy clan :D withloves ^^

david, meishan, sock, clara, saffie, bao, hady, amirah (:

David, Meishan, Bao, Dollie, Saffie, Joy, Clara, Sock, Binghui, Jack .

*top to bottom*

withloves ^^

Clara (:

Wednesday, 20 Jan 2010

went back Tamp early .

met BB @ T1 .

with BB's friends as well .

lepak till 5plus & home-d .

bro came home with a fractured arm .

motor buang .

Thursday, 21 Jan 2010

school @ 10 to 12 .

met BB @ Clementi ((:

bus-ed down to Chevron .

pei him go get things & walked to IMM .

walked around, lepak .

went back Chevron as BB got th wrong size -.-

took a train back Tamp .

went T1 to look around .

lepak-ed @ home-d after tht .

dinner with family, bro's gf & friends @ 844 .

headed to Central Park find BB & his friends .

lepak down there while they playing ball .

Jonathan & Mario came down after tht .

while they playing bball,

talked alot with Jonathan .

got to know some stuffs which i didnt know in th first place .

stayed there till 9.30pm .

sent Jonathan home with BB & BB sent me home after tht (:

Happy 24th Birthday to Bro (:

Friday, 22 Jan 2010

gan jiong-ed in th morning .

thinking tht im late .

arrived 2nd @ City Hall .

Jack was there already .

waited for Meishan, Huiping, Sock, Saffie & Fariz.

cab-ed down to Sg flyer .

met up with my class over there .

had fun in th capsule :D

after tht walked to Kuishinbo with Huiping, Meishan, Jasmine, Jack, David & Binghui .

had lunch over there .

damn freaking full .

headed to walk around .

lepak-ed & took train to SGH .

arrived there @ 3.30pm .

went to find Nanaa @ th ward .

JJ was there as well .

lepak-ed .

3 of us were sleeping .

damn tired .

JJ headed off when Nanaa went for th scan .

went to buy newspaper to read while waiting for Nanaa to come back .

pei-ed her .

waited for her mum to come down .

lepak till 9pm & train-ed home after tht .

damn tired .

got home @ 10.10pm .

tmr going out with BB, Jonathan & his wife .

wooots ~

i miss BB ):

2010-01-18T21:11:00.003+08:00

i miss this hair color .

so bright & so nice .

so orange, so red, so brown ~

Saturday, 16 Jan 10

met BB @ his place .

la liang & bus-ed to Tamp Mall .

had lunch there .

th food not nice luh )):

after tht went to jalan jalan .

lepak till idk wht time .

headed back his place .

waited for him to get prepared .

he went back camp while i home-d @ 9.30pm (:

Sunday, 17 Jan 10

bus-ed down to Tamp Mall in th afternoon .

went to buy his pressie .

met BB @ interchange after tht .

train-ed down Marina Square .

jalan jalan lepak lepak .

had dinner @ Just Acia .

damn full after tht .

train-ed back Tamp .

la liang awhile & he went to find his friends .

home-d @ 9pm .

Happy Birthday, BB :D

ily ^^

Monday, 18 Jan 10

had breakfast @ home & train-ed to Clementi .

waited for Sock & bus-ed to school .

discussed bout th project .

lunch @ sumo (:

headed back school .

so nice of Andi to buy twister fries for me .

2 pack somemore .

damn full .

class till 4pm .

met BB @ bus stop .

he came down to fetch me :D

train-ed back Tamp & went 900plus la liang .

till bout 6pm headed home .

met him @ 7plus .

went 915 for dinner .

he headed off while i went to cut hair :D

Happy Birthday to Jacky Heng ((:

2010-01-16T02:17:00.002+08:00

fuck fuck fuck .
i tried my best to find money .
just bcos i dun want to let you spend your bday @ home .
@ least go out for a movie or for a meal,
tht's all i can do now .
you dun understand my intention .
forget it .

2010-01-13T20:56:00.001+08:00

python
polar bear . just to show dollie xD
penguins :D

baboons (?)

another pic of baboon .

white tiger like doing cat walk sia =x

Tuesday, 12 Jan 2010

met BB in th morning @ his place .

waited for him & left his place @ 11am .

took bus 168 to Woodlands & from there we took cab to Zoo .

met BB's friends there & had KFC for lunch .

bought th admission ticket & went in le .

walked around, watched animal shows ((:

th weather was damn warm until late afternoon .

where it turned breezy :D

bout 5plus we took cab back Tampines .

went food court meet BB's mum & his bro .

had dinner there & went to smoke .

headed back his place to nua awhile .

home-d @ 8.30pm (:

Wednesday, 13 Jan 2010

today's a very pissed off day for me .

totally hate tht bitch .

knn

2010-01-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

suppose to wake up @ 8am this morning .
but holy shit,
i woke up @ 9.30 when Sock texted me .
fuck fuck fuck !!!!

went to prepare & took train to Clementi .
met Huiping, Meishan, Saffie, Binghui & David @ mac .
had lunch there & went to th bookshop to get some stuffs .
took bus back school after tht .

had SVE, practically talking & talking & talking .
headed for HRA .
nuaa awhile & left @ 4pm .
took train with Sock, Huiping & Jack .

Huiping alighted @ Raffles & th 3 of us alighted @ Tamp ((:
went T1's subway .
talked alot of stuffs with Sock .
ever since school starts,
we also nvr talk much le .
th thing is,
she was talking very fast !!!
dunno wht's wrong with her xD

bout 6plus took bus 22 with Sock .
alighted @ my house there while she went back AMK .
smoked & home-d ((:

tmr going zooo !!!!!

2010-01-11T00:30:00.001+08:00

i dun feel good .
a sudden thought came up .
idk how to say it .
i just feel like crying now .
sighs

2010-01-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

met BB @ his house there @ 3pm .
bus-ed down to town .
walk walk, have lunch .
bought tickets for Alvin & th Chipmunks 2 & headed for th movie .
they're so cuteeee ~
but it isnt as nice as th first one .

after movie,
walked to 313 .
walked around, la liang ~
bout 9plus took bus to Bedok interchange .

reached there bout 10.30pm & had dinner + supper .
took bus 168 to 940 there .
la liang, talked bout damn lot stuffs .
& he sent me home @ bout 1230am after tht ((:

i just love spending time with you .

i hope tht this time round we're both serious bout it .

ily (:

2010-01-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

not all my food hors !!!
hehehe . tamago :D

today didnt attend school as i woke up late .
& luckily i didnt attend bcos Sweetheart text me say class was released @ 0915 .
met BB @ his block downstairs .
lepak-ed & off-ed to Nihon Mura .

ate lunch there .
yum yum :D
ate till damn bloated laa sio .
after tht went to walk around .
basically @ Central Park & th CC .

headed to his house there & lepak .
nuaa till 5plus & took bus home after tht (:

tmr meeting up with him .
going watch movie .
hehehe

2010-01-05T18:57:00.004+08:00

Joy, Sock, Bao, Jack, Doll
wahahaha
teehee

-.-

nua ing

dotssssss.

damn bored

see her kuku face xD

i love this pic to th max :D

DKYL

wahahaha !!!!

Monday, 04 Jan 10

first day of school = late .

reached school bout 12plus .

lepak in class & left school @ 2pm .

train-ed down to SGH for blood test .

damn pain laa sia .

actually is taking th blood on th left hand,

in th end no blood come out then have to take from th right hand .

so in total i have to endure th pain twice -.-

after tht train-ed back home .

bathed & headed to meet Nanaa .

bus-ed down to Tamp Mall .

went walking around & dinner @ Pastamania .

bus-ed down to 801 pei her see doc & headed to 800plus .

lepak-ed till 9.30pm like tht & home-d .

Tuesday, 05 Jan 10

met Sock @ Clementi this morning .

headed to school .

had lessons till 11.30am & teacher released us .

bus-ed down to IMM with Huiping, Jaja, Meishan, Saffie, David & Binghui .

had lunch down there .

Sock, Dollie, & Jocelyn came down to find us later .

walked around for awhile & headed back to school .

had lessons till 4.30pm & train-ed home .

meeting BB soooon :D

2010-01-04T00:22:00.002+08:00

been working for th past few days .
freaking tired already .
today last day of Metro Sale .
sales pretty alright for today .
packed up & left @ bout 10pm .

headed back Tamp & met BB .
he waited for me @ th mrt station .
hehe ^^

headed to 900plus to lepak .
till bout 12am & he sent me home .
school tmr .
sian ahhh !!!!!

2010-01-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

supposed to get up @ 9.15am this morning .
but idk why th alarm didnt ring .
slept till 10am .
gan jiong-ed & cab-ed down to Expo .

reached there @ 11am & ended up everyone aint there yet -.-
worked ~
damn boring .
BB came to find me @ 4pm .
Dorothy came down to take over me .

bus-ed to Bedok inter with BB .
ate there & went to his place .
suppose to go for movie but there aint any time slots left .
bout 9plus headed to 824 for late dinner with him .

took a bus down to interchange while he left .
went Tamp Mall to meet Nanaa & walked to Shell .
bought stuffs & lepak-ed @ 912 .
till bout 11.30pm & home-d after tht .

going to have a boring weekend .
work & work & work .
sighs

2010-01-01T00:46:00.004+08:00

First of all,
Happy New Year to everyone :D

not much for today .
headed to work in th morning .
th crowd is Zzz -.-
BB supposed to meet me for dinner @ 7pm .
but he text me tht he's meeting his friend .
was emo-ing all along .

sat behind th OSIM message chair while waiting fot th instant noodles to be ready .
BB suddenly popped out .
seriously, i was damn shocked to see him .
@ th same time, i felt really happy ((:
he bought muah chee & blueberry tea for me (:

headed to smoke with him .
lepak awhile & headed back to work while he went to meet his friends .
work ended @ 10pm & off-ed to take train .
met Nanaa @ mrt station .

walked to some void decks & lepak with her .
toook photos :D
got one which is damn damn damn funny !!
& she's going to post it up .
shall upload th pics once i get them (:

lepak till 12.30am like tht & home-d after tht ((:

BB, i love th way you brush my hair,

i love th way you sayang me on my head .

i love th lil things you did for me .

you always surprise me .

making me unable to get angry with you bcos of th things you do .

to put it in simple words,

idk how my life would be without you .

2009-12-30T00:16:00.004+08:00

th duck's eating th fish !!!
many many baby crabs :D
wu gui xD

lots of fish laa sia xD

swim swim swim

chicken

cute laa sia :D

Tuesday, 29 Dec 09

met BB in th morning .

lepak till afternoon & took bus 15 to Pasir Ris interchange .

met his friends there & headed to Fish Pond (?)

damn fascinated laa sia .

fun bodoh xD

after tht headed to Ehub .

wanna watch movie de but th time slot too late le .

so we ate @ Superdog .

bus-ed back Tamp & walked around .

till bout 10pm headed to 915 .

had supper there & home-d @ 11.30pm after tht .

Wednesday, 30 Dec 09

nuaa @ home .

bout 6pm headed to take bus .

went down tua (:

lepak down there & left @ 9plus .

on th way back,

th bus broke down laa sia .

ended up taking bus 65 to 940 there .

waited for Jianwei @ our house downstairs & home-d @ 10.30pm (:

starting to miss him again .

sighs

2009-12-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

went out @ bout 4pm .
met BB @ 829 .
mum mum already & headed to nuaa .

bout 7plus met baby @ his place .
waited for him & walked to prime mart there .
bought stuffs & took cab down tua .
la liang down there, played with kids .
they're damn cute luhh ^^
chilled till bout 11pm & bus-ed home .

working @ expo tmr .
sian

2009-12-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

Friday, Saturday, Sunday .

working @ Suntec for C3 show .

this show is th damn boring show i have ever done .

met a good friend there though :D

BB fetch me to & forth work ((:

Monday, 21 Dec 09

met BB & he acc me down AMK .

went Godpa's place .

nuaa awhile & headed for Subway with BB & huiqi .

BB left & i headed home @ 9pm ((:

Tuesday, 22 Dec 09

suppose to go down SGH for blood test .

didnt go down in th end due to some reasons .

headed to Ehub with BB .

ate @ JustAcia & went for th movie, Bodyguards & Assassins ((:

after tht BB sent me home & had dinner with my family @ round mart .

dad's birthday ((:

Wednesday, 23 Dec 09

met BB in th afternoon .

headed to Parkway there .

walk walk nua nua .

he sent me to East Coast Park after tht .

lepak with him & off-ed to find my classmates .

BBQ !!!!

chilled there till 11.15pm like tht .

left with BB, twinnie & ahneh .

cab-ed to 824 there meet baby .

went up his place to wait for him bathe & home-d @ 0000 (:

Thursday, 24 Dec 09 = x'mas eve :D

chilled @ home .

went to find BB & off-ed to TPY .

walked around .

eat & eat & eat :D

bus-ed back Tamp after tht .

home-d @ 9pm .

went out @ 10pm after tht .

met BB & took bus down Ehub .

lepak with BB's friends .

till bout 12plus BB's friend drove us back Tamp .

had supper @ Prata Shop & BB sent me home @ 1am after tht (:

pics on fb ((:

2009-12-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 15 Dec 09
met baby @ his place for dinner in th evening .
nuaa @ his place till 9plus & headed to 844 .
la liang down there & met Koksoon & Alan ((:

baby headed off while i went mac with them .
headed to 914 nua awhile & met Nanaa .
went up my house for mj after tht :D
suddenly halfway through when we're playing,
black out sia .
damn funny .
all of us still continue to play .

we were laughing like mad over crazy stuffs .
played till 4am like tht .
won $$ again :D
walked to mac with them for breakfast .
Nanaa headed home @ bout 5am .
they pei me go buy things & home-d @ 5.30am .

nuaa till bout 6am & went to sleep .
woke up @ 8plus .
washed up & headed to 800plus to buy flowers .
headed back home to pray & went to find friend .

nua till 2plus headed home to get changed & went down Ehub (:
had dinner @ BBQ Chicken & watched Avatar .
pretty nice sia :D
after tht headed back to Tamp 100plus la liang .
@ 10pm went to fetch Nanaa from work .
nua @ mac & home-d @ 11.30pm ((:

going sleep very sooon .
havent been sleeping long hours for th past few days

2009-12-15T11:12:00.002+08:00

Sunday, 13 Dec 09
last min dua Nanaa in th morning .
very sorry !!!
went CS in th afternoon to meet baby, Eda, Irene & Ian .
had lunch & bus-ed down to Tmart for some stuffs .

headed off with Huiqi to AMK .
went her place to eat .
bout 8pm we left her place & back to my house after tht (:

@ bout 12am met baby, Jonathan & Bernard with Huiqi .
headed for supper @ Prata Shop .
met Jianwei after tht & home-d @ 1.30am .
Jianwei stayed over @ my place as well (:

Monday, 14 Dec 09
met Nanaa, Shihui & Clemence @ 844 for lunch .
da bao for Jianwei & Huiqi and home-d after tht .
played mj from bout 12 to 6pm :D

waited for Nanaa @ 914 with Jianwei & Clemence .
she came down and we went 829 to meet baby & Bernard .
had Aston for dinner & off-ed to 840 .
Huiqi came down to meet us after tht .
nua till 9plus & home-d after tht ((:

Tuesday, 15 Dec 09
Huiqi just went home & idk wht to do @ home xD
tonight mayb fetching Nanaa from work .
after tht coming my place for mj with alan & koksoon :D

2009-12-13T01:23:00.004+08:00

Saturday, 12 Dec 09
morning sent my parents to airport with sis .
headed back home & nua awhile .
headed down Tamp Mall meet Nanaa, Shihui, Clemence .
had lunch @ Yoshinoya .
Nanaa headed back to work while i went to find friend .

after tht met baby @ Tamp Mall .
went to walk walk around & headed to 505 for dinner with Bernard as well .
bus-ed to baby's place & headed for him .
walked back to my house take things & met Pingping, Rumin & Jiamin .

bus-ed down to tua .
lots of ppl today .
bout 10pm headed off with dua ya to do stuffs .
headed back tua after tht .
nua awhile more & headed off with baby, Huiqi & Eda .

went Macpherson there for supper .
took cab & sent Eda home & we home-d @ 1am after tht .

tmr meeting Nanaa in th morning & going down Tmart with th rest .
post again tmr .
damn tired now .

2009-12-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

was sleeping till 1pm today .
stupid ppl dunno doing wht stuffs .
knocking here & there damn noisy .

met Nanaa @ Shell & headed to 824 for late lunch .
went Watsons & headed to 801 .
waited for dad @ house downstairs & went Tamp Mall .
went to change money & headed back .
headed up to find Nanaa @ her place .
nua till 6pm & headed to 844 .

met baby there & saw Jonathan .
went to nua @ 840 .
Bernard came down & after tht we headed to 827 for dinner .
slack awhile & went up Jonathan's place .
waited for them & home-d after tht (:

parents going Myanmar tmr ((:

2009-12-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

Wednesday, 09 Dec 09
met Huiqi @ City Hall in th morning .
headed to Marina Square after tht .
had product briefing till 12plus .
train-ed to AMK .
had lunch @ LJS & headed up to her place .

nua, etc @ her place .
laopa came back ((:
talked to him, did some stuffs & had dinner there :D
bout 7pm headed to AMK Hub .
took bus 22 & headed to 915 after tht .

met Jianwei to nua awhile & home-d @ 9plus (:

Thursday, 10 Dec 09
this morning didnt attend school as i woke up damn late .
nua @ home till bout 3pm & headed to 844 to meet baby & Jonathan .
after tht da bao food & went to Jonathan's place .

nua down there & played mj .
till bout 8pm headed to 844 with baby .
he sent me to 915 after tht .

met Jianwei & Jay @ coffeeshop .
kept talking & laughing non stop .
went 940 to slack awhile & home-d @ 9plus (:

2009-12-06T00:24:00.003+08:00

baobao, huiqi, ruimei (:
cousins (:

i love this pic :D

ruimei & huiqi

huiqi & me (:

huiping & me

baobao, ruimei, huiping (:

Sock :D

bee, me, precious (:

saffie :D

@ Nanaa's place . both of us dozing off xD

lunch @ 844 with Nanaa .
saw baby & his friends .
left after eating & home-d after tht .

did house chores & Nanaa came over .
she waited for me to get prepared & off-ed to take bus to interchange .
train-ed down to Orchard & went to get her pay .
met baby and his friends @ Tangs .
went to walk walk awhile & off-ed to mac for dinner .

Nanaa went to find JJ & we train-ed down to AMK .
went down tua .
damn not feeling well when i enter .
breathless, cold shivers & numbness .
ahpek helped me with it & went outside to sit .

nua till 11.15pm like tht off-ed to take cab with baby, bernard & a girl .
back to 820 there & walked home after tht .
home-d @ 0000

pics uploaded ((:

2009-12-05T11:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday night went out @ 10pm .
met Jianwei @ his house & walked to 824 for supper .
saw S (:
nuaa awhile & walked th entire 800plus .

after tht headed to 915 find Uncle they all .
Nanaa came down to find me .
baby came down as well after his work ((:
watched tv @ coffeeshop till bout 2am .
baby & Jianwei headed home while i went up Nanaa's place .

watched tv, talk etc .
till bout 4plus we abit sian liaos .
so last min decide to sleep over @ her place .

baby called me @ 9plus -.-
damn early laa .
woke up, watched tv, nuaa awhile, doze off again, wake up .
prepared & headed home .

now going wash up & going meet her for breakfast/lunch .

2009-12-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

fucking pissed off .
you dun want talk to me then fuck off laa .
i nvr want you talk to me right ?
i late my prob right ?
you kpkb so much for wht ?
keep saying want die want die .
then fuck off laa .
is you started kpkb me .
now i @ wrong ?
WTF is wrong with you ?!
i didnt do anything wrong laa .

i dun wanna go home anymore .
i dun wanna stay here anymore .
i didnt do anything wrong .
just fuck off .
i dun need you to care .
i die my prob .
i pain to death my prob .
you dun have to care bout my prob anymore .

2009-12-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

i wanna post something .
but when i wanna type it out,
th words dun join tgt smoothly .
i guess i wont type it out afterall .
only one thing i want to say,
i still love you, baby .

2009-12-01T19:27:00.002+08:00

today waited for baby @ interchange for damn long .
saw Saffie @ interchange :D
waited for baby with him (:
baby came & we went to take train .

reached school @ 10plus & had lessons .
lunch in school .
headed for lessons again .
damn boring .
class ends @ 4.15pm .

took train with th usual peeps .
alighted @ Tamp & took bus to 800plus .
met Bernard & Nanaa @ 824 .
had dinner, nua awhile & walked home with Nanaa @ 7pm after tht ((:

2009-11-30T19:45:00.003+08:00

slept till 1am last night due to some stuffs .
damn cui in th morning as i woke up @ 7.30 .
bathed & got prepared for school .
bus-ed down to interchange to meet baby ((:

smoked & headed to take train .
baby alighted @ City Hall & i went Clementi .
reached school @ 9.30am .
so happy sia, cos im considered early liaos :D
had lessons till 12noon .

bus-ed to mac with Sock & David (:
eat le & bus-ed back to school .
had SVE .
skipped HRA & off-ed to take train with Mira .
alighted @ Aljunied & bus-ed down to Eda's place .
nua @ her place with Irene & Ian .

till bout 6.30pm i went off & bus-ed home after tht (:

2009-11-29T20:41:00.002+08:00

morning met baby @ interchange .

headed to M1 to sign up a plan .

bus-ed to my house downstairs & waited for Jianwei .

walked to 824 for lunch .

went 839 there to nua & home-d after tht .

used comp, nuaa .

bout 4plus bus-ed down to interchange .

met Eda, Irene & Ian :D

damn long nvr meet them le .

went to walk around & had dinner @ KFC .

i swear all of them are jokers xD

i really enjoy myself with them ((:

after tht we walked to my block .

passed my mummy stuffs & headed down to meet them again .

went 914's playground .

can you believe it ?

we played crocodile & simon says -.-

play till 8plus & home-d after tht .

mayb meeting them tmr after my class .

they say baby & i mia from them for very long le .

LOL .

is bobian de luh .

now is lack of baby nia .

sighs ):

2009-11-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

met baby @ 8 in th morning @ interchange .

took train with him & he alighted @ City Hall .

train-ed to Clementi & waited for Sock .

went coffeeshop to meet David .

had my curry chicken :D

but idk why like no appetite .

didnt finish all .

after tht met Huiping @ bus stop & off-ed to school .

during lunch break headed out of school .

slack with Sock, Jocelyn, Dollie, Mira & Adam .

headed back school for some talk & had WTB mock exam after tht .

had Care session & went back Tamp .

met Jianwei @ salon there & off-ed to coffeeshop to eat .

nua @ 941 awhile & home-d after tht .

headed out @ 7.30pm .

train-ed to Expo & met Sock .

met up with David as well & went to walk around @ th IT show .

talk cock with Jacky @ his work place xD

pei-ed Sock to find her friends & bus-ed back to Tamp after tht .

walked to 915 find Jianwei & his friends .

waited for him to end work @ 11pm .

nuaa @ multi purpose court there till bout 11.30pm .

&& home-d after tht ((:

2009-11-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

today i saw Lucinda on train :D

anyway, met Sock @ Raffles & off-ed to Clementi .

had lunch @ Mos Burger & bus-ed to school .

had SVE & Ms Lee let us study for HRA exam .

didnt study much .

plainly talking & having fun with them :D

lunch break @ 1pm & off-ed to smoke with Sock, Jocelyn, Saffie & Adam .

but of course,

only me & Adam smoke .

th rest dun smoke & Saffie quitted .

headed back school for HRA lesson .

she let us study on our own .

Sock fell off her chair xD

Mrs Cheong was pissed off with Hadyy .

HAHAHA !!!

when arranging th tables for th exam,

was damn pissed off with her .

anyway,

completed my paper in 30 mins & nua in canteen to wait for th rest .

train-ed back with Sock, Huiping & David .

reached Tamp & met baby @ 840 :D

headed to 844 for dinner & pei-ed him go buy shoes .

waited @ his house downstairs while he went home to change. .

walked him to 840 & home-d @ 8pm (:

meeting baby tmr morning to take train tgt .

& off to clementi for breakfast with Sock & David .

curry chicken !!!! :D

2009-11-23T01:05:00.004+08:00

today met baby @ interchange with ahmei .
took train to Bedok & took bus 401 to East Coast Park .
met huiqi, huiping & ahwei there .

went to play pool till 5pm like tht .
went to nua @ th breakwater .
baby went swimming in th sea alone -.-
left @ bout 6plus & bus-ed back to AMK .

ahwei headed home .
supposed to have dinner @ AMK Hub there .
in th end,
bee hong ahyi & her friend came to fetch us .

drove th 5 of us down to Changi Road there .
had dinner with them & xiaoping ahyi & her husband .
total bill cost $194.70
ahyi's friend paid for it :D

after tht, baby headed back Tamp himself .
ahyi drove us to AMK .
train-ed back to Woodlands with ahmei .
reached her place @ 11pm .

currently @ her house blogging .
will post up pics real sooon (:

2009-11-21T23:06:00.003+08:00

went 800plus in th afternoon to get things done .
da bao food for baby & headed up his place .
nuaa down there & home-d @ 4plus .

bout 7pm bus-ed down to interchange to meet baby .
walked to walk around & met ahmei @ Mrt station .
headed to 915 to lateh ((:
my favourite thing to do .
hehehe ^^

nuaa till 10plus & home-d after tht .
tmr going out with baby & cousins .
so happy siol :D

2009-11-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

breakfast @ th usual coffeeshop with Sock this morning .

ate my favourite curry chicken rice !!!

i know tht im not supposed to eat .

but it's damn tempting .

i promise this will be th first & last time .

i'll wait till th 3 months is over then i eat chicken again ^^

anyway,

reached school @ bout 11am .

nua awhile in class & breaktime ((:

Saffie brought his car today ^^

in th end, Saffie drove me & Sock to West Coast Park .

cos i want see th drive through thingy .

see, tht's why they call me mountain tortoise xD

ate @ mac & went to th beach there to nua .

damn windy & damn pretty sia !!!

it looks like it's raining so we headed back to th car .

Saffie drove us back to school & he went off .

nua @ canteen with Sock & Dollie .

headed back class after tht .

class ended @ bout 3pm .

raining damn heavily siol .

after tht took train to Tiong Bahru .

in th end, i realised tht baby told me th wrong place -.-

took train to Tanjong Pagar & went International Plaza .

i kinda lost my way there siol .

wen to find baby & did his stuffs .

train-ed back to Tamp & got home @ 5pm .

@ night met baby @ my house downstairs .

walked to 916 slack with Pingping & her friends .

they headed off @ bout 9pm .

waited for baby's friend to come .

but his friend damn slow .

so i headed home @ 10pm ((:

will post up pics sooon (:

2009-11-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

met baby @ 844 just now .

have our dinner & headed to 840 .

nuaa awhile & went Kfc to meet Pingping & her friends .

headed to 895A there to slack .

nuaa awhile more & walked to 868 find Saffie, Jacky & Hadi .

saw Desmond .

feel quite sad for him . sighs .

hope his family and him get over soon ba .

talked awhile & Saffie sent me home @ 10pm (:

2009-11-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

yesterday baby came to fetch me outside school .
so happy :D
@ night went 844 for dinner with him & went 840 to slack .
home-d @ 9plus (:

today got to school @ bout 11 .
had my role play done .
damn nervous .
after tht went Mr.Prata for lunch with Sock, Saffie, Jocelyn, Dollie & Mira.
headed to smoke with Saffie & Mira .
bus-ed back to school after tht .

had HRA test .
confirm gone case de .
may kena suspension sooon =x
after school train-ed back Tamp .

met Jianwei @ 903 there .
smoked & chilled .
home-d after tht .

going meet baby very sooon @ 844 .
i need to hurry !!!
mayb meeting saffie @ tamp as well (:

2009-11-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

my alarm dint ring this morning .
ended up i got up @ 8.30am .
slowly prepare myself for school & went out .

met Sock @ Clementi's mac & off-ed to eat :D
bus-ed back to school for SVE .
got relief teacher .
nuaa in class & had HRA .

ran off with th rest cos i dun wanna stay back .
took train to Tanjong Pagar .
met baby there & back to tamp .
bus-ed down to 842 nuaa & home-d @ 6pm .

my parents going overseas on 12 to 19 Dec .
suppose to be very happy bout it .
but baby told me tht he gotta work during tht period of time .
so, he dun have much time to keep me company ):
damn sad luhh ):

2009-11-14T22:14:00.002+08:00

met baby @ 840 in th afternoon .

nua awhile & went to buy things .

home-d after tht .

then bout 7pm met Khai @ 844 there .

nua and slack there .

went to buy food & ate @ th block behind 844 .

reeve came down to find us as well :D

talked for quite some time & home-d @ 10pm ((:

2009-11-08T14:59:00.003+08:00

another complicated feeling comes in .
everyday when you wake up,
is either a sms or call .
there're none this morning .
i msg-ed you, there aint any reply .
slowly, i realised where you guys have gone to .
i felt so left out .
baby, i guess you nvr knew how i felt .
my heart's getting numb .
i tried to cry, tears dun come out .
is it bcos of tht dog who made me th way i am now ?
though i have him around,
my heart still feels hollow .
i wonder wht's wrong .
i felt so tired over all these stuffs .
i need someone to be there .
i guess you aint th one .

2009-11-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

met baby & huiqi @ my block .
went kfc for lunch .
headed to 842 to nuaa after tht .

home-d @ 3plus to take stuffs & take bus 22 to huiqi's place .
nuaa there & went to eat with huiqi, huiping & godpa .
went to drive ahyi they all & off-ed to tua .
eda & baby came down after tht .

played with zai zai, ask dua ya some stuffs .
nua till 11pm & cab home alone after tht .

i really dun feel comfortable in my heart .
idk how to say, who to say to .
it wont last, i know .
mayb awhile more,
it's time to let go .
& silly me still think .
i know tht this r/s wont last .
but i want it to last .
pretty contradicting .
but i know,
it will happen sooner or later .
sighs